need some help

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I have been fired from my 2nd job in 3 months. I feel negaitve energy/spell? that is with me all the time. I have meditated on it and can't shake the feeling that it is very, very, negative whatever it is. I have a disabled husband at home and absolutely have to work. Any ideas on how to get rid of this and have positive energy back on my side??? Thanks!