How did your 1st spell feel?

Rachel · Post by **Rachel** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 6:27 pm

I didn't know whether I should post this here or not but I'm really interested in knowing what everyone's feelings were when they did thier first spell or ritual or anything spiritual.

needguidence · Post by **needguidence** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 6:34 pm

When I did my first spell I felt good but it turnd out bad because I released a demon from sleep inside my head. Hes still in my head but when I get really mad I black out and loose control. Some times its mainly yelling but he does like to fight.

Rachel · Post by **Rachel** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 6:39 pm

How did you feel before that?

Post by **JBRaven** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 7:27 pm

melancholy but then agien I no matter how excited I should be 9 out of 10 times that is how I feel.

needguidence · Post by **needguidence** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 7:28 pm

I felt empty like something was missing. So Im more filled. I love this site because theres people to talk to.

Post by **willow_witch** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 9:16 pm

ummm... i felt kinda tingly.... and excited i guess.... other then that nothing really

Post by **5moons** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 9:21 pm

I felt good cause I made my aunt happy. My first spell was a charm spell on my baseball bat to make somy team had luck on our side while we play the number 1 team. An we won the game in the end.

Post by **GenevieveDawn** » Wed Feb 23, 2005 9:28 pm

I was scared to death!!! I didn't know what was going to happen. Plus when you grow up Christian you're thinking am I gonna go to hell for this? Obviously I got over it. I got real tingly and the hair stood up on my arms. When I was done I got really lightheaded and almost sick. I didn't know how to ground back then. But the spell worked w/in 2 weeks and then it was like I kick ass!!!

Rachel · Post by **Rachel** » Thu Feb 24, 2005 9:19 am

Yeah see I would think I would be scared as hell or nervous because I think just like you did GD

Post by **GenevieveDawn** » Fri Feb 25, 2005 2:28 pm

It gets better with time. When I first started I had this big box w/ candles and oils things like that and I remember thinking I'm such a freak. I felt like I was one of the only people on the planet doing this stuff. Which once you get on the web, you realize it's the complete opposite. Somtimes I still get a werid feeling, when the lights are off and I have all these candles burning. Usually I get a chill that makes me shiver. Really what I think it is, is that I'm gaining energy to use in the spell. Every spell is different and they all give you a different feeling. Some get you all excited and hyper afterwards, others make you relaxed and all you can do is just sit there.

Post by **5moons** » Fri Feb 25, 2005 2:37 pm

Yah time is always on your side. So take your time and enjoy what you are doing. Or you will get nothing out of it.

Post by hedge* » Fri Feb 25, 2005 9:14 pm

I felt very impatient and expectant!
I'd read up on spell casting for like years before I ever first attempted to cast a spell. Then when I did get round to it I thought " this will never work ".
And you know what? It didn't work.
But it didn't stop me there. I read more, and meditated more and spent more time getting to know me and my universe. Now when I cast spells they work.
Why?
Because they will.

hedgewitch

_Hecate_ · Post by **_Hecate_** » Fri Feb 25, 2005 10:52 pm

Many people have done magic in one form or another without even knowing it.

If you have ever blown out the candles on a birthday cake and made a wish.......That is magic think about it ...wished on a falling star, had a lucky rabbits foot.

Magic has alway's been part of my life, since I was a child. I really can't remember the first time.

Post by Tigerlily* » Sat Feb 26, 2005 1:09 am

I felt this surge of energy run through me,a bit dizzy and tingly as well!!!But most of all I felt alive inside,a happy feeling,that was the best part for me!!!!

BB!!!Tigerlily

Post by darkestlight* » Sat Feb 26, 2005 9:23 pm

I felt really weird, cuz part of me was really excited and happy and nervous, and the other side, was totally scared I was afraid of going to hell, lol! and I was all like what if this doesn't work and there's no way I can be a witch! Well... it did work, and im no longer worried about hell so...