*.:Jacklyn's Blog:.*

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Sun Mar 09, 2008 4:13 pm

I made three sigs for my friends with their favorite Japanese artists. =) Just wanted to post them.

Bou for Mikeall or Sen

Hyde for Ana

Miku for Lumiere

*Jacklyn

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Wed Mar 19, 2008 10:20 am

Hey everyone!
I haven't written in a while. >.< I haven't really had anything to write about.
Well, I'm on my spring break. Next week I'm going to Colorado instead of school. XP I can't wait but I have a problem with staying over at other peoples houses. Whenever I eat I feel like a slob, whenever I take a shower I feel like I'm taking too long, whenever I sleep I feel like I'm sleeping too long. I don't know why that is...
Maybe I'm just self conscious or something. I dunno.
I have made a sig myspace for anyone who wants me to make them something.
www.myspace.com/jacklynssigs
=)
Lyrics of the Day!
Demon Days-Gorillaz
In demon days, it's cold inside
You don't get nobody, people sigh
It's so bad, lasting far, but love yourself
Hiding in a hole in there
All the glasses are too big
Bring it back, got to hold it back
To let you do that yet you don't want me back
Before it fall down, falling down falling down
Falling out to go far from the soul (ah)

2x
In these demon days
It's so cold inside

so hard for a good soul to survive
You can't even trust the air you breathe
because mother earth wants us all to leave
when life become reality
you drown yourself with drugs and t.v.
lift yourself up it's a brand new day
so turn yourself round
don't burn yourself, turn yourself
turn yourself around
into the sun!

to the sun, to the sun...
To the sun, to the sun...

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Fri Mar 21, 2008 12:58 am

Hello everyone!
Today was boring. I was so tired I didn't even go ride my bike =(
And my family is not a good source for entertainment. Only when they're fighting amongst themselves. =) Which didn't help.
No offense to people who like Pizza Hut but...
That stuff is horrible. I felt disgusting after eating it. Ewww...

I made a new siggie sig sig! =)

Lyrics of the day!
Koe-Tsukiko Amano
If you're still alive, under the sea,
I'll cut off both my legs and become a fish.

If you come close enough for me to fall into the depths,
I'll become a shadow, wandering the endless darkness.

Entrancingly drifting in the air, my shimmering haze,
I only remembered the days that weren't granted to us.
You're not here.
I know that. I know that.

Rising, rising, the sun
Purifies this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.

If these words ever reach you,
I'll take my living body and throw it away.

A present that has erased my vivid wounds -
Your warmth that steals everything -
I longed for them, I searched for them
Even though they're illusions.

Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment -
I want to sleep embracing them.

Rising, rising, the sun
Purifies this place.
Your arms that could wipe away even punishment -
I want to sleep embracing them.

Vanishing, vanishing, your warmth
Follows me to this place.
The seal carved in blue
Is stolen away by the warm, warm wind.

The splinters of memories are rotting away.
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
I'm forgetting - it's blurring -
Your voice disappears in the noise.

They're rotting, they're shedding -
The piercings that fill me aren't enough.
Without leaving a trace - I'm forgetting -
Your voice is becoming noise.

Post by **Heka** » Fri Mar 28, 2008 12:52 am

those avatars and banners and stuff r really cool. how do u make them???

Blessings

Heka XOXO

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Sun Mar 30, 2008 10:04 pm

I use Photoshop Heka. =)

I have been gone for a while. Well, maybe not.
I dunno. I had a second spring break and went to the beach for 4 days. It was the funnest thing ever.
Hot tubs=<3
I got a lot of new stuff.
But I got sunburned.
=(
Ah well.

Lyrics of the day!
In Bloom-Nirvana
Sell the kids for food. Weather changes moods.
Spring is here again. Reproductive glands.

(Chorus) He's the one who likes all the pretty songs.
And he likes to sing along. And he likes to shoot his gun.
But he knows not what it mean. Knows not what it mean. And I say yeah. (x2)

We can have some more. Nature is a whore.
Bruises on the fruit. Tender age in bloom.

(Chorus) (x2)

Post by **Heka** » Mon Mar 31, 2008 1:21 am

dont have foto shop. bugger!! but they are pretty brilliant

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Thu Apr 03, 2008 7:23 pm

Thank you, Heka. =)

Today was so fun!
I love making my German teacher angry. Well, it's not me but it's funny anyway. I know that's mean but I swear. I can't help laughing. NOT AT ALLLLL.
Tonight I'm going to try to make a shield. I haven't done this at all and I know if I just TRY I can make one.
Damn ADHD.
I curse you and your mother!
*shakes fist at ADHD*
I got $20 from my mommy. I love her. Not because of the money. I love her cause she sent me a card just to let me know she's thinking of me. =)
<3
I praise this forum. I feel in a lovey mood today. Thank you all for being mature. Thank you. *stares* Thank.... you....

Lyrics of the day!
Ready Set Go!-Tokyo Hotel
We learned to live and then
Our freedom came to an end
We have to break down this wall
Too young to live a lie
Look into my eyes

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't you turn around

We are looking back again
Our loneliness and pain
Never been so wide awake

Breathe slowly in and out
*somewhere behind the clouds*
I can see the morning break
Too young to live a lie
Look into my eyes

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't you turn around

Leave it all behind you now
The final wall is breaking down
We are all it's all about
Nothing can stop us now

I promise you right now
I never let you down
Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't turn around

Ready, set, go it's time to run
The sky is changing we are warned
Together we can make it while the world is crashing down
Don't you turn around

Don't you turn around
Don't you turn around

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Sat Apr 05, 2008 3:59 pm

Bleh.
I'm sick. I got the f*cking stomach flu. Ah well. There's worst things.
This guy on myspace is annoying me.
"W4W???
chat/flirt???"
No. Okay.
Just. No.
lol
Mmmmm gum.
I love gum.
*cupcakes in the other corner be jeeealous.*
Haha. Damn cupcakes.
Lyrics of the Day!
Cancer-My Chemical Romance
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Sat Apr 05, 2008 4:54 pm

This song wins the "best f*cking song about war" award
Mama we all go to hell.
Mama we all go to hell.
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well.
Mama we all go to hell.

Oh well now, Mama we're all gonna die-hii.
Mama we're all gonna die-ie-ie.
Stop asking me questions, I hate the scene you cry.
Mama we're all gonna die.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah,
We let the fires just bathe us, yeah,
You made us oh so famous
Weâ€™ll never let you goooooo.
And when you go don't return to me my love.

Mama we're all full of lies.
Mama we're meant for the flies.
And right now they're building a coffin your size.
Mama we're all full of lies.

Well mother what the war did to my legs and to my tongue,
You should've raised a baby girl
I should've been a better son
If you can coddle the infection they can amputate at once,
You should've been!
I could've been a better son.

And when we go don't blame us, yeah,
We let the fires just bathe us yeah,
You made us oh so famous,
We'll never let you go.

She said "you aint no son of mine"
For what you done they're gonna find
A place for you and just your mind
Your manners when you go.

And when you go don't return to me my love,
That's right.

Mama we all go to hell,
Mama we all go to hell,
Itâ€™s really quite pleasant except for the smell,
Mama we all go to hell.

Mama, Mama, Mama, ohhhh.
Mama, Mama, Mama.

Liza: And If you would call me your sweet heart, I'd maybe then sing you a song

Gerard: But there's shit that I've done with this f*ck of a gun,
You would cry out your eyes all along.

Weâ€™re damned after all.
Through fortune and flame we fall.
And if you can stay then I'll show you the way
To return FROM the ashes you call.

We all carry on
when our brothers in arms are gone
So raise your glass high for tomorrow we die
And return from the ashes you call
AHH AHHHH AHHHHHHHHHH

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Tue Apr 08, 2008 8:14 pm

Hello everyone!
I went to GSA today FINALLY!
It was fun. All we did was talk about our fundraiser but it was the first time I was ever really myself in there.
I walked to Hastings after. I just looked around with my friend and her hot ass friend drove us back!
Mmmm <3
Lisa's gone ALL DAY! =D YAY! NO BITCHING TODAY! XD
I want candy.
And to sleep.
I feel sooo tired.
Ah well.
I'm working on my 5th chapter so yeah. You might want to check back if you even like my story. =D

Lyrics of the day!
Milk Lizard-Dillinger Escape Plan
I picked your legs down low to the ground
Lickin' all the sweat droppin' off of her heels heels
She walks my teeth too when she walks
I held you down
Oh missy you's a lot to learn
If you wanna cry bitch go do it alone
Don't take no dares/time no not for me
Just cut me out

You crept up like a disease
Lookin' like a girl who is tryin' to be seen
Your heart was tryin' to beat
Now get back in the river if you're talkin' to me

Well you thought you'd tear my skin from bone
Just 'cause it was cold and you needed a coat
Tell Jesus you're still diggin' a hole
Start digging now
You can't stop sleeping tonight
When you want to go home but you don't have a ride
No time, just takes one touch from me
My soldier's weight

And you were there
And I was every question that
Never had an answer
I see right through you
And never even noticed that
There always was a reason
That we were never meant to be left alone

And it feels like neverending
This feels like neverending

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Tue Apr 15, 2008 7:47 pm

Ugh,
I don't mean to complain but...
I f*cking hate this week already.
Everyone's been yelling at me and I'm sure most everyone hates me right now.
I know other people have worst lives. I hate complaining about this shit but I'm about to just f*cking cry all day.
It's bullshit. I didn't f*cking do anything to anyone and not even my friends can cheer me up because about f*cking 5 of them yelled at me.
I swear this week sucks ass.

Lyrics of the day!
Cemetery Drive-My Chemical Romance
This night, walk the dead
In a solitary style
And crash the cemetery gates.
In the dress your husband hates
Way down, mark the grave
Where the search lights find us
Drinking by the mausoleum door
And they found you on the bathroom floor

I miss you, I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Back home, off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying (are you there at all?)
If you want I'll keep on crying (do you care at all?)
Did you get what you deserve? (are you there at all?)
Is this what you always want me for?

I miss you, I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down

I miss you, I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

When will I miss you, when will I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard
Made it so hard

Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down...

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Sun Apr 27, 2008 10:02 pm

Blehzers!
So I'm writing a new story but I'm going to post it in a new section on this forum so watch for it.
Today sucked but it got better. I'm really just kind of done with school. It's going down the drain.
Ha, like I give a shit. =)
I'm so friggen tired.
I can't even get up in the mornings anymore.
My Photoshop's down for some reason so I can't make any new sigs soon. =(
Damn you compooter.
I hope you die in a fire.
With AIDS.
And other STDS.
And chicken pox.
Yeah.
Chicken Pox.
Think of it.
Think....

Lyrics of the day!
Demolition Lovers-My Chemical Romance
Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and

I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...

I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold

But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...

All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]

As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Sat May 03, 2008 11:45 am

Hey everyone!
f*ck, I'm sick.
But oh well. I think I'll get better soon.
I have kool-aid! =D
Mwahahaha! >=D Where's your kool-aid?! You don't have any?! MWAHAHAHA!
It's okay.
I'll share. =)
Or maybe not.
It depends on if your a panda or not.
My cheek hurts. I don't know why.
I started listening to new bands. Like Porcelain and the Tramps. ;D
I'm reading a new manga. It reminds me of the series Twilight because theres a vampire and a wolf competing for a girl. Hmmmm... connnnnection?!
I dunno.
My new story is up in the Public Writings section! Let me know what you think!
Lyrics of the Day!
100%-Angelspit
Dip my tail in blood ink
Write it down in red
Scribe the words "Happy meal"
Right across your head

Tired of getting walked on
Treated like a sheep
Don't blame me for all the years
That you were asleep

[Relax
God is in control
Watch the dot
Take your meds
Obey my demands
Trust my dog
Time for surgery
Relax
God is in control
Watch the dot
Take your meds
Obey my demands
Trust my dog
Shut your eyes you're dead]

Televised mass poison
Spitting at the screen
Keep the masses deluded
With fabricated dreams

Powdered God in a bag
From the Vatican
I want you to f*ck off
As hard as you can

[Chorus]

Heaven has burst open
Now it's raining bones
The chaos will erode you
Breeding little clones

Born of a fallen rib
From the monkey's womb
Overcooked by cathode rays
Evolved to consume

100% [4x]

Eating from the butcher's slab
Becoming what they meet
Restrained and roasted while they gorge
Strapped into the seat

Bathing in your arrogance
Dining will ensue
God made me a cannibal
To fix problems like you

[Chorus]

100% [2x]

Last time was the last time...
This time, you're 100% [3x]

Last time was the last time...
This time, you're 100% f*cked

Post by **JacklynSnyder1o1** » Sun May 11, 2008 11:29 am

Hallo everyone!
I've decided to stop being lazy and actually TRY to lose weight.
I've been complaining and complaining "Wahahhha I am so fatttt" and I haven't even done anything. Good idea?
So I've gotten into this band Helalyn Flowers. The singer has a really pretty accent and you can hear it when she sings!

Here's their Vampire Freaks profile if you want to listen!
http://vampirefreaks.com/helalynflowers
Also add me on vampire freaks.
http://vampirefreaks.com/Izanami
Thanks!
I'm going out with Ray now! If you read my post "What?" in the Love forum then you would probably know about him. I think. But I'm so happy!!
Imah leave you all alone now. ;D

Lyrics of the day!
Teargas-Helalyn Flowers
Like a blade
Once I made a crime
I let you taste my pain
A scar inside it's hard to clean
And it's growing on!

To feel like
Feeling like a teargas
Which slides like an hybrid emotion
To feel like
Feeling like a teargas
Which hurts like artificial love

Slide away
On empty streets
I'm in a visionary state
Like a tick-tack inside of me
I feel, I trust, I taste...

To feel like
Feeling like a teargas
Which slides like an hybrid emotion
To feel like
Feeling like a teargas
Which hurts like artificial love