Sorry this may be a longish post but it is my first and I am looking for answers regarding energies and how they can effect us. Please let me know if I am posting in the wrong place, or if my ideas are incorrect. I do not practice any religion but am a spiritual, open minded person.
I have been unwell with many chronic ailments for about 7 years now, arthritis, high blood pressure, thyroid problems,Generalised Anxiety/panic disorder, allergies and low kidney function. I am only 32. I have no reason to have any of these, and Dr's have put me in the too hard basket.
I also had illness when I was around 12 years old that disapated when I moved house. All of which have happened one after the other.
I was speaking to a lady the other day that I met, about energy that is around us, I am not sure if she was Wiccan. I had not discussed my problems but was interested to hear the effect energy from earth and people can have on us.
I have always been VERY susceptible to the way places make me feel, both good and bad. Also people and animals, I seem to absorb there emotions (does that make sense).
People that don't get on well, even if they don't say anything to each other give me the flight response! I also have a slight psychic connection with loved ones.
Places, for example, A place called WIlson Promontory in Australia makes me feel quiet strange... in a good way. When I go there I get really hot bubbly sensation up and down my back and in my fingers, all the hairs on my arms stand on end and I feel like crying, but happy. SHopping centres make me feel overwhelmed and I often imagine I am walking in a bubble, when this happens its like the volume is turned down and its a bit better (Drs call it derealization). When I was younger I lived in a very old house that we rented that made me feel extremely upset. It was a scary, bad feeling and even my parents picked up on the fact I was not comfortable there as they were always telling me they would never let anything hurt me. Spaking to my mum years later about it, she said she never liked the house either. Apparently the man that lived there prior died of a heart attack in the house. I had not known this when I was younger.
Until now I just went along with life thinking I was a bit odd, just the way I am made. It would be nice if I could help ease it a bit.
Is there some type of alternative thereapy that might help me control these feelings a bit better. I was thinking of trying a Reiki master to help?
Thanks for listening
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