I need some advise and guidance how to handle my ongoing session of automatic information downloads.
About me
I think I started some form of kundalini awakening and ever since,I am getting more and more conscious of information being presented in my mind.
The main problem is that I do not know how to assess this information and how reliable it is. It often feels like my logical mind is disconnected and I cannot find or think of some way of assessing the information. Examples like, if this information is correct and if X is correct then why is Y in this way.
Spiritually, I have never done any spiritual exercises nor chakra work. At the most, I have felt the need to listen specific music.
Some people suggest I am sensitiva to energy and have the gift of precognition based on my description of events.
Example 1
I bought shares in a company that I knew was going up in price . The technical analysis of the stock pointed the same direction. The second and main reason I bought the shares was because of the historic track record of the person running the company.
This person was able to transform a million dollar company to a multi billion dollar company. I bought the shares at 53,54 dollars each.
During the weekend, my mind was seeing flashes of "48" and sensations of death involving the person that historic transformed the previous company.
The sensations and flashes had completely overtaken me and I couldn't shake off these flashes nor sensations.
The stock market opened and the share prices dropped in the morning from 52 to 49 and and something in my mind , basically forced me to hit the sell button to prevent further losses as it continued to flash death of the CEO.
I sold my shares at 49 dollars each. When the stock market closed, the shares were worth 56 dollars
It's been more than a week now and there are no reports suggesting the CEO being ill or in a position to reduce his working hours due to illness. And yet, something in my was bombarding me with "48", the CEO name and sensations of his death.
Do you know what is the funny part? - Two nights ago, I was given ... i am not sure whether I should say hint or an instruction to read on the meaning of number "48". And it says this about the meaning of number "48".
Now the main question is: Taking into account I do no spiritual exercises and it automatically drops information into my mind ...Angel Number 48 is a message from your angels that a cycle or phase will soon be coming to an end, with rewards coming from hard work well done. Do not fear lack or loss as these endings and conclusions will lead to auspicious new beginnings and opportunities, and your success and achievement will bring blessings and rewards of many kinds into your life.
The repeating Angel Number 48 indicates that the ‘angels of abundance’ surround you and are with you as you experience positive life changes. They ask that you release any fears about your finances and trust that your needs will be met.
Angel Number 48 is a message that the hard work and determination you have put towards living your life according to your personal truths has fully aligned you with your Divine life purpose and soul mission, and with this you will reap abundance and plenty to maintain and sustain you as you continue along your path. Trust that the angels are supporting, encouraging and guiding you.
How can I learn to verify the information being downloaded or dropped into my mind?
What is correct or not correct?
The flashes,the sensations and everything was so strong that it basically forced me to hit the sell button. The sensation of force goes only away when I have hit the sell button.
I am currently unemployed so this little forceful game has cost me some money.
Namibia
Since the last Two days, I am being bombarded in my mind with the word "Namibia".
The only Two Times I came across the word Namibia was seeing a movie and when I read a CEO blogging his holidays from Namibia.
Since I am concerned with the mass immigration of muslims into Europe , The word Namibia kept re-appearing in my mind.
This is an odd question however, is there perhaps, some psycological word to describe something being pulled from the past memories and present it in the now as a solution to current concern?