Vendredi wrote:Lasiah, I am of the opinion that it can be a battle of wills if you wish it to be.
I mean... cleanse and protect yourself in the way that you see fit. Then every time that you feel attacked, so to speak, give energy to your protections. Understandably, you are giving a lot of attention to this love spell and black magic that may or may not be directed at you. That, in turn, could be causing a continuance of the disturbing dreams.
Change your focus. Or "don't feed the trolls."
I agree with Vendredi. If it truly is your will against theirs-then what we are saying is that each of us lives waiting to be dominated by someone with more "will" or power than us to shape our own lives. I just don't see it this way. I'm not saying we can't ever be influenced; I think we can. However, I believe as soon as we are aware what's going on-we have an inherent ability to change it. You literally
have a divine right to protect yourself from "ass-hat-ery".
The thing is that you need to understand this, and let that fact in. If you think they have an advantage then as Vendredi writes-"you are feeding the trolls" and handing them your personal power. Stop it.
Clean you, clean your space, work on protection, and if you are able to you can even do some visualization/a spell where you envision that thread of "control" you have been talking about. See how it is connecting to you (how thick is it? What colour, where does it attach?) and then you cut/break it (scissors, a sword, a knife, an athame, a wand, tear with your bare hands if that is what your intuition tells you).
I didn't just cut that kind of thread....I personally went out into nature far away from my home, I went to some very strong trees asked them to help....some trees came forward, I wound around them, tangled the thread, then cut and had the end of the thread plug into the earth. I envisioned the hole, and filled it with good stuff, then I "sewed" it up. Give thanks and payment for assistance. Live in a desert? The stone people will help. I mean, do what works for you...see it how ever you want, but don't give them the satisfaction.
Realize your divine power and do something.
That's my two cents.