I live on a farm so I'm pretty much surrounded by nature. While walking I was listening to instrumental music for yoga. And I just ....zoned out... more so than usual. And I became like hyper aware of everything around me. The green, the clouds, the sun, the earth beneath me, the running water...
I became aware of my Deities' presence, Their energy, and the way they encircle me. Then I took my flats off my feet, and while walking on the ground, I felt like I was being pulled down into the earth, and like everything around me that represents my Lord and Lady (the clouds for the Lady and the green around me for the Lord) was just giving me one big hug.
But the most amazing, and slightly freaky, was that I heard thoughts in my head that did not sound like my own... I don't know how to explain, it was my voice, but it felt like it wasn't me thinking it... it said "Listen to your inner turmoil, and become calm. You're never alone Beautiful, we've been around you all this time" that was odd. Again I felt like everything was giving me a big hug, and I began to felt warmer for a few seconds. At one point during this did I also walk with my eyes closed, but I don't remember exactly.
At this point I had reached my house, and my feet went off the hard ground onto the soft grass, and I can only describe this as feeling like I'm walking on Herne's healing energy... I felt like the softness of the grass was healing me and calming me. This whole experience made it feel like time was standing still, like I'm moving but not moving.
Only when I put the key in the keyhole to open my house's door, did I come out of this....trance-like...state, thing...
I feel so much better now...but I don't know what happened, but it was awesome!
