Everything Under the Moon

Thanks everyone. I'm going to try harder. I really appreciate your words of encouragement

Boy what a title. Ugh, I don't even know where to start. I continue to fall into a funk where I hate myself. I'm constantly craving a romantic relationship. Constantly!!! It never stops and ot affects me so much. I'm just so sick nobody liking me. I'm sick of feeling inadequate or unattractive or un...

When I went to pray, I was hurting. I haven't really been able to contact Anubis. Or it doesn't feel like it. I'm wondering if I'm not focusing enough? I began to cry slightly because I was already feeling insecure because no one seems to have feelings for me. Then I began thinking what if Anubis is...

I'm just going to come to terms with it. I have romantic feelings for Anubis. He's just so special to me and I have overwhelming feelings for him. I just want to make him happy and do my best. I really don't know what it is or why it started, but it's there. I was so scared to admit it because I did...

I'll definitely look into this all!!

So did it actually happen? Did she actually marry him? Could he just be married to a bunch of people? Idk why that thought is funny to me but it is. It's cool at the same time. I'm glad I'm not alone though.

You have a good point! I'll just let it be free. If it keeps us close, it should be good!

I'm not sure. I guess I was on the thought that it might make them uncomfortable? At the same time, I guess they've dealt with it before yeah?

I don't want to go quite into detail because it's a little embarrassing I think, but is it? Does it depend on the god? I mean, I can't imagine it, because it doesn't really lead to anything. Idk though. I just feel bad anytime I think about it because I feel I'm weird and that it's...blashphemous?? ...

Thank you!!

Today, I prayed to Anubis at the shrine I made. It was really nice. I imagined us sitting across from eachother, both just... concentrating. Like he was praying too almost, but that's silly. Who would he be praying too, himself? Kind of a funny thought. Speaking of funny thoughts, I also gave him an...

So, I've mentioned in other posts that I'm new to shrines, so like I'm kinda floating here When you offer food and drink, how long do you keep it there? Especially with fruit, since fruit rots. I've set out water with craisins and almonds (I have to get better food soon but that's what I have now ^^...

Well for me, knowing Anubis was my patron was pretty easy. I've always felt a connection and I've cared about him for so long. There just had to be a reason for that. So far it holds up. Isis was pretty easy too. I had a couple of dreams in a row that pertained snakes, which are one of her symbolic ...

I can't stop thinking about Anubis. I think he really is with me and guiding me, but it still feels like a blur. It all really feels like a blur. I know I communicated with Isis, I feel her love and her nurturing. Anubis, I don't think I've talked with. Or at least in a way that I can understand. I ...

It's so cool all the creatures you guys have seen! I've only ever come in contact with ghosts. I remember one time, I was trying to find my stylus for my DS and just as I was about to look und my bed, it FLEW out from under there! It was wild! Another time, in 5th grade, my friends were being really...