Death Dream

[Firebird]

Could be because I am on the pilgrimage to the funerary rites for my cousin... but,
Last night was pretty terrible.
I was driving in a car with someone i loved very much, but for the life of me , in my waking I cannot recall or know who the other person in the car was. Only that I was very much in love with this person.
The road was winding along a curvy mountainous edge, all seemed quite fine, and It seems as though I was driving but the steering wheel was on the other side (never have drove in England or any other where that has wheels and roads on the side I do not have experience with.) Anyway apparently we were going too fast, and again who was driving was really unclear as was the side the steering wheel was on. We aporoached a left tight turn, with thousands of feet down clifff on the right. I remember making a kind of oh shit comment as it became clear We would not make the turn. As we crashed thru the guardrail I turned to my loved one and said this is it, please hold me and we embraced tightly as we sailed off the cliff. The ride down seemed long and and I held tighter to this person, I thought this is death so relax into it. Suddenly I heard the car hit and a rush of a flood traveled trru my body as I felt my body crush from the feet up my legs and back to shoulders and arms and head, all along the same occurring to this person in my tight grip and then we were gone, just gone. Disintegrated. It was pretty horrible but the one thing I find interesting is it didn't hurt. But I woke pretty upset.
Crap.

[SpiritTalker]

Deep breaths. It might be an OOB traveling experience and the embrace was with the higher self, so you were both driving the "vehicle" & could be a form of spiritual participation in the pilgrimage by enacting crossing over. How're you doing?

[SnowCat]

I think Spirit is on the right track. The dream seems to have emphasized "the other side."

[Firebird]

yea, thank you...it does seem to emanate a sense of, "it's ok.
But right now it doesn't feel ok . I miss him so much.
We're in the Bay area and the pinapple express (as the weather people call it) is about to dump a atmospheric river on us....
a HUGE deluge. It figures...the Angels are crying today.
I anticipate we will be standing with umbrellas in the pouring down rain at the graveside portion of this day.
I'm also terribly worried for my daughter who is driving up today, she left at 4am. Haven't had contact yet.
Bb, FF