I Want to Die

[asthesunlovesthemoon]

I just have to say, what I did back in December wasn't smart. I feel the need to apologize. I feel as if I just ignored everything you guys said, but it was an impulsive decision and I wasn't thinking at all.

I know before December I was being rather idiotic and making impulsive decisions like getting ready to marry Loki without even thinking about it and then wanting to teach Wicca without even knowing the responcibilty of that would entail, but I think I've learned my lessons.

Thank you all again, and I do hope you forgive me.

[Firebird]

It takes courage to admit you made a mistake, that's a big step and I commend you for it.
Your living situation did not sound healthy at all, and I can only imagine the stress you were feeling. When you take steps to heal yourself, (that is, not expecting outside forces or people to do it for you) the path should open up for you.
Thanks for checking in and contine to take good care, you sound much better.
bb, Firebird

[Winter Wind]

Just joined this topic now, but I think that there's no need for you to apologize, we all do things in the heat of the moment that we'll regret later. As Firebird said, you sound better now than before.
My best wishes!