Release.the.bats blog
Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:09 pm
So, I have two blogs. One for my writing and one for everyday stuff, with some mentioning of supernatural or magickal hubuh.
So, I figured I could make a blog here and you guys could tell me if you have any advice or you think I should check out something or what have you. I'll go ahead and type supernatural occurrences i've had throughout my life thus far. And daily occurrences.
I have my first supernatural encounter http://www.everythingunderthemoon.net/f ... php?t=9478
Beyond that most of my encounters are not in chronological order. Sometimes i'll remember one thing and then it triggers me to remember something that happened before.
Okay, so.
When the house burned down and I started school. I was afraid of the dark. But not for exactly the same reasons as most kids. I was afraid of the dark because I saw people staring at me, sometimes the things I saw weren't people. Some were animals, some were harmful creatures and some were curious. I remember I woke up once and looked up at the ceiling and saw all these eyes of different shapes. Since then i've been afraid of the dark. It also didn't help that I had nightmares a lot. People dying, things exploding, people being burned, people being raped etc. and I was only about 7-8 at the time. I saw shadow creatures while I was at school, everyday. I told my mom about it once and she told me my eyes were playing tricks on me. So I tried to pretend they weren't there. Sometimes it would work, sometimes it wouldn't. I had a tendency to just 'know' things, things normal kids don't. I knew things about people, that I didn't know they hadn't told me. I knew things about my past lives, and I always knew who my teacher would be the year before I had them. I also did a lot of energy manipulation. without knowing consciously that's what I was doing. I'd make energy boats to sail in the wind, i'd make energy balls etc. I knew a lot about energy manipulation when I was younger. When I got older I realized that a lot of what I did was magick. Which is one reason why I don't usually have ceremonial stuff. I can do magick on the spot without trouble. I don't remember anything distinctly between then and being around 10. I had a slight dream about 9/11 but it was more so just feelings I got. I remember lots of fire and people screaming and dying. But it wasn't until it happened that I figured out where it came from. When I was eleven I was walking home from the grocery store with my mother and all the sudden, everything 'froze' visually and my sight became bright white, I heard a voice(I don't remember how it sounded or anything, it was simply a voice) it showed me walking to the house with my mom and our dog getting out between the doorway and our feet. All I had to do was put my foot there, and prevent it from happening. Well I came back and my mom was almost to the door, I got there, didn't follow what it said. She got out, nearly got hit by a car and I ran out into the street after her. I finally got her and brought her back inside. I wasn't sure what it was that warned me, I thought maybe it was 'God' since I was brought up to believe in the teachings of the Christian God. Even though I never did. So I looked online for information about premonitions and clairvoyance(y). I found Wicca and such, but I waited before trying it out. Since I was brought up to believe that magick and such was either non-existent or done by "bad" people. I did start magick at around 11.5 or 12. I started with candle magick. I continued to have nightmares, only they didn't scare me quite as bad anymore. I had gotten used to them. I was in 7th grade looking through a paper in my English class, she always had us read the paper one day a week and then discuss it. I flipped through the obituaries once, and I saw my great grandma's photo on the page, only it wasn't actually there. She died that same month the year after I saw it, and I saw a black dog a week beforehand. Since then i've had conscious encounters with ghosts and so on. I've seen black energy dragons (scared the crap out of me. The energy was suffocating). A friend of mine is a medium of sorts, she can see ghosts and sometimes they can possess her. She hated it for the longest time. When I was 13 a bat got trapped in this house I was living in with my mom, her friend, and her two sons. It kept flying over my head and screeching. It finally went up stairs and before I could protest, her oldest son killed it. I was very angry. I moved at the same age with my mother into a trailer. I had encounters with a little boy(deceased) who drowned in a lake somewhere, he was completely wet and always "said" he was cold(when I hear them it's not like hearing the living. It's a subconscious thing, kind of like I just 'know' that's what their trying to say or what they want etc.). I was at my step father's mom's house a few years back and her husband died sometime ago, and he comes around at about 12am every night. He startled me the first time, because I was distracted trying to find food, and then I turn around and see someone standing there. The day before Christmas when I was 15 I was at her house again, on her computer talking to my best friend(at the time) and she was telling me that she's been surrounded by cloaked white figured since I left. A few minutes after telling her my advice on what to do, I felt something awful in the house. It wasn't the same feeling of the 'casual' dead. I glanced out the door and saw a red eyed shadow creature(completely black in the shadow) it looked like a person but very different than a person. It was hunched over and such. And I slam the door shut and turn on the light, the energy was suffocating and like nothing I had ever encountered before. I heard a scream come from my step-dad's mother's room and a few minutes later I got the courage to ask my mom if she had heard anything. They hadn't heard anything. The next day(I didn't sleep till 6am on the couch by a lamp) the told me they sensed something faintly. I had various encounters with these shadow dog creatures(not Anubis sent) they looked like smaller versions of what I saw at the house previously. They weren't very smart and I knew they were spying on me, but I didn't know why(still don't). They eventually left. I've noticed ever since I was a child, that they cannot hurt me. And i'm not completely sure why. If i'm in a place, creatures bent on harm cannot harm those near me. They weren't aloud in my room either. Many tried to get in, but my room was a safe haven. My cats would run into my room if they saw anything and stay till it left. It got to the point that it was a struggled for certain physical people to come inside my old room. My ex best friend described a suffocating feeling whenever she tried to cross into my room or when inside my room. I started to wonder what she could be or what her true nature was if my room knew something was up. I had other people tell me they disliked my room too, a few people didn't even know I did magick or anything of the sort. I remember one shadow creature was a man in a business suit and a hat that carried a briefcase, but there was something really ominous about him. He followed me and a friend once when we took a walk and he stood in front of the door way to my room a lot. More often when my ex best friend was around, and he scared her too.
So that's all for now.
I have more, but i'll post it later.
Tell me if you have any advice, ideas, comments etc.
So, I figured I could make a blog here and you guys could tell me if you have any advice or you think I should check out something or what have you. I'll go ahead and type supernatural occurrences i've had throughout my life thus far. And daily occurrences.
I have my first supernatural encounter http://www.everythingunderthemoon.net/f ... php?t=9478
Beyond that most of my encounters are not in chronological order. Sometimes i'll remember one thing and then it triggers me to remember something that happened before.
Okay, so.
When the house burned down and I started school. I was afraid of the dark. But not for exactly the same reasons as most kids. I was afraid of the dark because I saw people staring at me, sometimes the things I saw weren't people. Some were animals, some were harmful creatures and some were curious. I remember I woke up once and looked up at the ceiling and saw all these eyes of different shapes. Since then i've been afraid of the dark. It also didn't help that I had nightmares a lot. People dying, things exploding, people being burned, people being raped etc. and I was only about 7-8 at the time. I saw shadow creatures while I was at school, everyday. I told my mom about it once and she told me my eyes were playing tricks on me. So I tried to pretend they weren't there. Sometimes it would work, sometimes it wouldn't. I had a tendency to just 'know' things, things normal kids don't. I knew things about people, that I didn't know they hadn't told me. I knew things about my past lives, and I always knew who my teacher would be the year before I had them. I also did a lot of energy manipulation. without knowing consciously that's what I was doing. I'd make energy boats to sail in the wind, i'd make energy balls etc. I knew a lot about energy manipulation when I was younger. When I got older I realized that a lot of what I did was magick. Which is one reason why I don't usually have ceremonial stuff. I can do magick on the spot without trouble. I don't remember anything distinctly between then and being around 10. I had a slight dream about 9/11 but it was more so just feelings I got. I remember lots of fire and people screaming and dying. But it wasn't until it happened that I figured out where it came from. When I was eleven I was walking home from the grocery store with my mother and all the sudden, everything 'froze' visually and my sight became bright white, I heard a voice(I don't remember how it sounded or anything, it was simply a voice) it showed me walking to the house with my mom and our dog getting out between the doorway and our feet. All I had to do was put my foot there, and prevent it from happening. Well I came back and my mom was almost to the door, I got there, didn't follow what it said. She got out, nearly got hit by a car and I ran out into the street after her. I finally got her and brought her back inside. I wasn't sure what it was that warned me, I thought maybe it was 'God' since I was brought up to believe in the teachings of the Christian God. Even though I never did. So I looked online for information about premonitions and clairvoyance(y). I found Wicca and such, but I waited before trying it out. Since I was brought up to believe that magick and such was either non-existent or done by "bad" people. I did start magick at around 11.5 or 12. I started with candle magick. I continued to have nightmares, only they didn't scare me quite as bad anymore. I had gotten used to them. I was in 7th grade looking through a paper in my English class, she always had us read the paper one day a week and then discuss it. I flipped through the obituaries once, and I saw my great grandma's photo on the page, only it wasn't actually there. She died that same month the year after I saw it, and I saw a black dog a week beforehand. Since then i've had conscious encounters with ghosts and so on. I've seen black energy dragons (scared the crap out of me. The energy was suffocating). A friend of mine is a medium of sorts, she can see ghosts and sometimes they can possess her. She hated it for the longest time. When I was 13 a bat got trapped in this house I was living in with my mom, her friend, and her two sons. It kept flying over my head and screeching. It finally went up stairs and before I could protest, her oldest son killed it. I was very angry. I moved at the same age with my mother into a trailer. I had encounters with a little boy(deceased) who drowned in a lake somewhere, he was completely wet and always "said" he was cold(when I hear them it's not like hearing the living. It's a subconscious thing, kind of like I just 'know' that's what their trying to say or what they want etc.). I was at my step father's mom's house a few years back and her husband died sometime ago, and he comes around at about 12am every night. He startled me the first time, because I was distracted trying to find food, and then I turn around and see someone standing there. The day before Christmas when I was 15 I was at her house again, on her computer talking to my best friend(at the time) and she was telling me that she's been surrounded by cloaked white figured since I left. A few minutes after telling her my advice on what to do, I felt something awful in the house. It wasn't the same feeling of the 'casual' dead. I glanced out the door and saw a red eyed shadow creature(completely black in the shadow) it looked like a person but very different than a person. It was hunched over and such. And I slam the door shut and turn on the light, the energy was suffocating and like nothing I had ever encountered before. I heard a scream come from my step-dad's mother's room and a few minutes later I got the courage to ask my mom if she had heard anything. They hadn't heard anything. The next day(I didn't sleep till 6am on the couch by a lamp) the told me they sensed something faintly. I had various encounters with these shadow dog creatures(not Anubis sent) they looked like smaller versions of what I saw at the house previously. They weren't very smart and I knew they were spying on me, but I didn't know why(still don't). They eventually left. I've noticed ever since I was a child, that they cannot hurt me. And i'm not completely sure why. If i'm in a place, creatures bent on harm cannot harm those near me. They weren't aloud in my room either. Many tried to get in, but my room was a safe haven. My cats would run into my room if they saw anything and stay till it left. It got to the point that it was a struggled for certain physical people to come inside my old room. My ex best friend described a suffocating feeling whenever she tried to cross into my room or when inside my room. I started to wonder what she could be or what her true nature was if my room knew something was up. I had other people tell me they disliked my room too, a few people didn't even know I did magick or anything of the sort. I remember one shadow creature was a man in a business suit and a hat that carried a briefcase, but there was something really ominous about him. He followed me and a friend once when we took a walk and he stood in front of the door way to my room a lot. More often when my ex best friend was around, and he scared her too.
So that's all for now.
I have more, but i'll post it later.
Tell me if you have any advice, ideas, comments etc.