Anger/Negative Energy or Banishing Spell?
Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 8:05 pm
I need a spell to help me get over my anger with this girl, but first let me explain my situation.
I've also considered just doing a banishing spell.... :/
There's this girl at school and whenever I see her I get this angry feeling in the pit of my stomach. I'll be smiling and laughing and when I see her my whole body tenses up. I switch from a happy, laughing, smiling person to someone who's distressed, angry, and for some reason on the verge of tears. She's recently became friends with my best friend and so I want to like her. My boyfriend gets mad that I get so twisted whenever she's around. He tells me I need to calm down because there's no reason to get so messed up about it. He has a point. She hasn't done anything to me. I'm having trouble getting around her appearance. I'm no hot piece, but (my thinking this is also something I want to get around) she has really dirty hair and looks like she never bathes. Another one of my friends agrees with me and says she looks like a prostitute. I feel really bad for being so shallow. Plus, it's not just her. It's a lot of girls who I think look like her and these people are the people she hangs out with. I feel shallow enough with one of them around, but then they all come trooping into my hangout. I honestly don't know if I want to try a banishing spell or a anger/negative energy spell.... ::darkmood:: I really hate how bad of a mood she puts me in just by being near me. She also never looks me in the eyes when I've spoken to her. I feel bad, but I don't like having this dark mood when she's near. I'm all confused on what to do here. I want to be a good person, but who's it hurting if I banish her away from me at least. It's not like my best friend can't go to her when I'm not around..
I've also considered just doing a banishing spell.... :/
There's this girl at school and whenever I see her I get this angry feeling in the pit of my stomach. I'll be smiling and laughing and when I see her my whole body tenses up. I switch from a happy, laughing, smiling person to someone who's distressed, angry, and for some reason on the verge of tears. She's recently became friends with my best friend and so I want to like her. My boyfriend gets mad that I get so twisted whenever she's around. He tells me I need to calm down because there's no reason to get so messed up about it. He has a point. She hasn't done anything to me. I'm having trouble getting around her appearance. I'm no hot piece, but (my thinking this is also something I want to get around) she has really dirty hair and looks like she never bathes. Another one of my friends agrees with me and says she looks like a prostitute. I feel really bad for being so shallow. Plus, it's not just her. It's a lot of girls who I think look like her and these people are the people she hangs out with. I feel shallow enough with one of them around, but then they all come trooping into my hangout. I honestly don't know if I want to try a banishing spell or a anger/negative energy spell.... ::darkmood:: I really hate how bad of a mood she puts me in just by being near me. She also never looks me in the eyes when I've spoken to her. I feel bad, but I don't like having this dark mood when she's near. I'm all confused on what to do here. I want to be a good person, but who's it hurting if I banish her away from me at least. It's not like my best friend can't go to her when I'm not around..