I actually forgot about this hah I'm sorry. It's been a busy few days. ...
So ma girlie... In the past you dealt with stress and loss ... Presently you are looking back at the entire situation to see what part you might have played in the situation. ( or situations ) its never a bad thing to look at yourself and grow , just don't dwell on it ok? Because the past is the past.. In the near future you will be closing that chapter of your life. ( also evident by all these fives and tens ) You will have closure from pain and troubles. You'll be ready to start a new phase. So go ahead and deal if you must but don't dwell . You have a lot of living to do.

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