I love going out at night, into the woods, and just soaking up every gift that Nyx offers to me, but I just have the guts to go out on my own. Im a very...open minded person. Sasquatch (although not what my issue is), Slenderman (my issue), and other urban legends in my area, and it all takes its toll on my imaginative mind. As well as cougars, coyote packs, bears, and other animals here in the woods.
Now...my issue is that I cant overcome these fears when im completely alone. The moon brings me peace but Its hard to walk through the woods in the dead of winter with fog rolling through the entire place and not get a little freaked out. Although that is exactly the type of sight I love about being out at night.
Anyway, I digress, is there any way to overcome these fears? I am no good at meditation, although I wish I was, but I have no way to get up the courage to go out and see that I'm protected, even if attacked, the gods have their reasons and its what is meant for me, and that I'm okay with, its stuff like the Slenderman that freak me out lol.
I'm half tempted to just run as far as I can and not look back until im out in the middle of the woods, where I have to face my fears. Seems reasonable. Also, I need to re-open some of my lost abilities I had as a child. If you could just look here and give me some idea, any and all help is much appreciated, thank you. :]