I've been missing you guys.
Been thinking about you a lot and this day - this voice in my head - kept telling me to come here.
I know, this is so silly... but i feel a bit stupid/guilty/bad for not coming here in so long. Life had me completely and I don't even know how long it has been.
My faith was tested more then once in the past 12 months and I felt how basic I was with my belief. (I always that this was so odd, i love altars and rituals and all those symbols - but i can't incoperate them! After all my research I will just feel like "well, now you know! So... so mote it be, ok!?" )
Anyways... Spirit kept me save and guided my way.
For those dear befriended souls here, that remember me. I took care of my beloved father, who came home and was diagnosed with cancer 2018. He passed in October after a lot of suffering. My family was forced to move but we are now in the most perfect place. Recovering from the trauma of the past 3 years.
This was pure terror and all I wanted was to just drop dead or what ever...
I always felt spirits hand and knew It would be over when it's over. What an odd experience! The whinning child on the one hand and the wise knowing on the other.
Happy to have this wounderful community to return to.
Love and Light <3
