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I hope that image isn't too large I took it with my iPhone and have no idea how to choose a size.
So the sun tells us there was a time of hope. You had options and doors were opened for you.
The tower , it's placement, and a few other factors ( along w the three of cups ) is telling me you have a tendency to self sabotage when things are going too well . You feel like things are going too well and have this subconscious urge to bring yourself back to the place you know. Where things are slightly hard. This is usually a result of childhood trauma . When we live our lives a certain way, calm, normal life isn't normal to us. We want comfort in our place of struggle. The only thing that is REAL . The only place you feel is constant.
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As for what needs to happen now, you need to face inner demons related to your past ( childhood or otherwise) and work toward finding an inner peace. .. Work toward fighting any bad habits you may have acquired over the years of self medicating ( this doesn't only mean drugs or anything of that nature as some may think .. There are many ways we self medicate... Drugs, alcohol ,sex, sleeping too much, too many late nights, extreme OCD , things like that. )
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A unity of heart and mind. .. This , as you know, can also symbolize a contract or work agreement. ..
I see nothing but good stuff ahead for you but you're going to have to work for it.
Now that I see what your biggest challenge is, I will work on a sigil for you. For self love and appreciation. You're so much better than you give yourself credit for. You e been through a ton of things and you have become strong from these battles.
I hope you have a good night.