Hello, if possible I would love a reading from some good soul here
My problem is of the heart.
A year and a half ago I met a man online.
We were living in different countries at the time.
Everything was perfect for almost a year, I even moved to England which was a big step for me.
In many ways we were so perfect for each other and I never thought I could be so happy.
Then something started to shift. It was little things at first. I sensed him moving away, distancing himself and even though he claimed nothing was wrong I could clearly see it wasn't true.
Like any girl I started thinking that he got tired of me, that he felt out of love, that he decided I wasn't what he wanted after all...
This went on a few weeks. Then we had a talk when he was ready.
He said something is wrong with him and that his mind is falling apart, that he is really unwell and that he is going to go to therapy... Then he admitted it was something that started happening around 2 years ago.
I love him so obviously I was very supportive and decided we will go through it together... It was worrying but it wasn't a deal breaker.
That was a few months ago. He was at the doctor a few times but his actual therapy will only start next month.
Anyway.. it's been hard few months. Along the way he decided to break up with me claiming he can't be in a relationship right now.
I am not sure if that's true anymore... or maybe he just got sick of me being all optimistic and supportive all this time (because apparently it's a bad thing and irritates him a lot right now).
We promised to be friends and so on and no hard feelings in general.
I am not going to lie... he did change a lot in those months, I cried many times about how unfeeling and different he became. Maybe I am naive but I believe it's the sickness and not me. He has no reason to lie. And I still love him especially in those moments when he seems like his own self.
I am sorry I realize it's a long post. I am just very unsure and need some advice.
I think he moved on and decided we won't be together again. He is a man of self ultimatums.
And yet no matter how many times I say to myself that I need to let him go... I can't. I keep on telling myself I am done hoping but I am just lying to myself.
It's difficult to just switch off my heart. Plus the reason for the breakup was a sickness so it will always be an unfinished chapter in my life with no closure.
I have two questions:
1. So do we still have a chance to be happy and together? Can we be more than friends in the future? Or am I just not the girl for him anymore.
2. Is he going to get better? Because either way I still care about him and want him to be ok.
I am a very beginner witch. The thought of casting a spell has crossed my mind.
It somehow seems wrong though. I wouldn't wish to make him love me again against his will. I only want it if it's real.
Is someone able to help me with a reading?
I would be very grateful.