what have i done???

Post by **Hiddencast** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 8:00 pm

why me??? something always gos wrong im happy for 1 day, thin everything gos wrong? am i cursed? did i do something in a past life? what???? i cant take it!!!! im so sick of the damn pain!!!!!!!

Post by **Rifts** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 8:17 pm

WHAT.THE.f*ck.

Post by **Hiddencast** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 8:32 pm

great now people r mad at me!?!?!?!
What the hell???

Post by **Rifts** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 9:04 pm

Hiddencast wrote:great now people r mad at me!?!?!?!
What the hell???

You have won at randomness and mood swings.

Post by **Hiddencast** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 9:12 pm

im pipoler

plus when ur grandpa buys ur loved 1 a ticket to come home saturday, then find out that it might have to be canceld a day b4 it really hurts i am nothing but bad luck. my dreams hopes all lies i feel so lost!! i just cant take it anymore!!!!!!

Post by **Rifts** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 9:32 pm

Crashing a website temporarily is a good way to cheer up...

Post by **Hiddencast** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 9:35 pm

yeah so is......well, 'other' things. but im not doing thoughs i just want to become numb and not feel lanythint. any ideas on how to do that???

Post by **Rifts** » Fri Oct 30, 2009 9:47 pm

Hiddencast wrote:yeah so is......well, 'other' things. but im not doing thoughs i just want to become numb and not feel lanythint. any ideas on how to do that???

Yes. Its called be happy.

mudnpool · Post by **mudnpool** » Sat Oct 31, 2009 1:23 am

Yes, grief is a result of wanting. Ending the want for things will result in happyness. I would recomend trying to take it up. I did. I used to be angry and misrable. Was all my life untill I was 18. I am now 19 and dieing, but im ok with it because I dont want anything. I just let life flow. I know the practice is easier said then done but as the buddhist speak, salvation is there. There is true happyness

Post by **Greymalkin** » Sat Oct 31, 2009 5:51 am

Hiddencast, I don't mean to sound patronizing here but you are very young. Life's difficulties seem so much more amplified at your age. Ride the storms and they will make you stronger. Trust me, you're not cursed.

Post by **AfootFuzzball** » Sat Oct 31, 2009 10:35 am

Hiddencast wrote:im pipoler

plus when ur grandpa buys ur loved 1 a ticket to come home saturday, then find out that it might have to be canceld a day b4 it really hurts i am nothing but bad luck. my dreams hopes all lies i feel so lost!! i just cant take it anymore!!!!!!

Type normal please.
Just chill out, go meditate. Today might seem bad, but you always have tomorrow to look forward to. Things will get better.

Post by **Hiddencast** » Sat Oct 31, 2009 10:52 am

thank you.

and i am really so sorry about the whole drama i didn't mean to. maga bipoler.

also thw whol 'b4' and 'ur' sorry again, i was texting alot, so i mixed it in. im sorry.

Post by **Greymalkin** » Sat Oct 31, 2009 4:08 pm

Drama queen!!! LOL!!!

Post by **Hiddencast** » Wed Nov 11, 2009 2:52 pm

me??? a drama queen??? ha!!!! lol yeah, i am. but so is my boyfriend andrew. it makes are relashonship hard, but i love him a hell of a lot. do you think kids can find love like this??? im so parinoid it might end, but we both want to marry each other really bad....

Post by **Greymalkin** » Wed Nov 11, 2009 5:47 pm

HOLD IT!!!!!!

Make a pact with yourself. No thoughts of marriage or children until you are in your 20's ok?

Enjoy your life while you're young. Don't rush into anything.

Stop worrying about your relationship. The more chilled out you are about it the more chance it has in lasting. The more uptight you get about it the more chance it will end. Just relax and enjoy each other's company, what's all the urgency for?

Copy and paste your last post and print it out. Keep it somewhere safe for about 10 years then look at it. It will give you a good laugh.