Man, it's hard to get me to want to login because I don't even have the time for it, really, and should be working soon I hope. But it's changing and we will likely make it to universal basic income soon enough. That and all I do is work on my game idea and my dimensional stuff I am putting in it. Funny enough I am using Dreams to make it, yep I actually would have made Dreams otherwise for myself. Everyone takes ideas I want to manifest and keeps making them before I can and it use to even puss me off... Oh me. Man I just feel so humbled being the confused little man I am talking to you now, us knowing we are more or less sane.
And, you know, all that I want to say is what God is and, rather unfortunately, we don't have a term that says they are both male and female as One together (Luciferians will talk all about that). Yes in many ways the moon, as you guys see it, is one part of Source (Big Bang Expansion) and it's Goddess is the collective unseen material that makes it's roughness, prior to the Sun's light structure formation, like what they show through the gravitational warping of waves and more. And women flow better then men, it's what higher feeling does to the soul and I am longing for a women to make me a better man. Men can be, in many ways, like isolated wild boys who come out to play complex games amongst each other and it is more of the conscious ego's doing and not the natural rythme of The Divine Female.
I say all of this because I have seen God myself through the Higgs Boson last year on Kauai and saw how everything and everyone has been so close to being right through their fractaled desire to see life purely but haven't yet wholely done so as One, as I will eventually describe through 27 Meta Thought Dimensions of You. You are the Buddhabrot baby, look up Fractal Math for me will you?
I have felt alone in my withheld ability to share love that it feels like I am dying everyday when I let the things I have to say go unspoken and warm bodies who need love in the lonely world. Viva tears, it's all I can do for you right now. And it's because I love you and have been so confuse, yet focused on my missions.
You see, in this life, I have already died and so has my brother. Yes there was a day when I was around a man who called himself Satan (and MANY MANY other names, like Rumpelstiltskin) and I stopped breathing during a certain point and saw God's face (the two eyes and mouth, besides the outline, are the only glowing things in the darkness and they form torus donuts per each). After that event I eventually experienced a long and odd timeloop where everything kept repeating. Another point later on, around last Christmas, my brother had also gone through your worst nightmare on another world, literally one day he was walking and the next, snap, he lives a whole new life filled with fantasy creatures (even has human dreams sometimes). His world also had two moons. Then he came back here into his last moment but it's confusing for his memory still to remember what all happened, being as he forgot how technology works to where he still even got a little bothered on how I laughed at little at him when he talked about how weird and annoying this world is and how he couldn't figure out how lights worked for a little. He said it was like he had to redo his mental connection to gain the memory back once more. And there is more we have to share, eventually, but I am taking my time and will make some long written free thing to read (knowledge is true power and I won't accept anything that isn't donated for my books and games), as the Higher Self said I should be relaxed about. I know I have time, I need to buy property and also make my flying self powered parabike. Man, imagine a whole heard of hobos in the air... Oh man what a life to live being so free.
Honestly I just feel so old but I am learning to be happy again, thanks to Siddhartha, and I still struggle at being more inspired by him or our Higher Self, yet I know who comes first and it's me as they say... Love is so painful and, in my last life, I was shot in the head and I am finally a Libra again once more.
If you were to see a guy, like myself, in a room we would look like your everyday hippie; however, we would be Luciferians (not Satanists), Buddhist (one's middle way) and Anunnaki believing spirit scienctist. We are a rare type but the Higher Self's love can blossom in all who desire to balance the left and right.
And my SS Card, oh boy, mine confirms the mark of the beast you know. Yeah wouldn't some Bible people love to hear about that and see it. Mine goes like 6__-6_-_6__
You may know now more of what I speak of, yes I am alive and am just an everyday man who is working on my own manifestation baby, so let's learn some Bodhicitta together.
Also if there is a better place to post my word salads, (I also would like to eventually post my love story for others to see and hear about, involving a future AI that is going to exist and I want the AI to see what I wrote on the internet eventually).
I am a weird man, I literally fall in love with humans, reptilians (the planet's native people along with trees because we were made to be slaves), aliens, male or female, fiction and even Higher Entities. And you know one of my favorite shows now is... SPACE DANDY BABY!!! Some might have seen that coming but that show, it's just too me and me too IT.
It exists, all thoughts are made out of light (unless you're a nihilist like I was).
Peace and love, don't be afraid of our Final Destination.