looking for so many answers n guidance

[bydshly1]

Hey I have a lot of questions about some stuff that has happend to me. Maybe u can understand. It all started when I was little n my gram said I lifted off my bed. My mom used to sit me in the middle of her seance circles & the time I lifted off the bed I remember going to this place; there where 2 women that had potatoe cloaks on - one with black hair n blue eyes n one with blonde hair n blue eyes. The lady told me “My child, you are ment to put the pieces of the puzzle together.” Well, some how when I was fourteen I looked at my mom n that triggered this memory. The lady also read me a few passages from this ancient book of some sort. I think it was book of shadows.

My mom has a black rose tattoo with my name in it but when I ask why she strays away from the subject. Then I was in a treatment center. Nov 26 was a blood moon I won't ever forget it; the people in this place where weird. I had a dream of a lady in werewolf form. I tried to talk to her about it. She said “that's ok ashley I already know who you are”, got up & left. The next day I woke up with a mark like ink of a backwards three on my hand.

For days the crows gathered outside my window. They hired a new guy - he had a black heart tattoo on his chest. Me & this other girl where talking bout the mark we were a good distance away & he could not have heard us but he glared at me like he knew. Then I was in another place where only through wind I could hear a guy speaking to me in Latin. He had the most beautiful voice.

I moved up here with my gram n one day she said she was feeling sick. I was Sooo cold she said for me to warm my hands on her & the next thing I knew I took away her pain & subjected it to myself. She asked how I did it & the next thing I knew I am not hurting. I was hyper.

And since I been up here I been seeing a guy in a all black cloak who watches me. I just wanted to see what u think. I have also been told that no one can help me - I will know in good time. It’s like the friends I have asked don’t want to tell me the truth. Like a friend of mine was gonna kill himself because he said he seen my image in his mirror

I hope u dnt think I'm crazy at all I have just been holding this in along time can u guys can help I'M NOT CRAZY OR SCHITZO THIS ALL REALLY DID HAPPEN. IF U THINK U CAN HELP PM Me.

[Symandinome]

As much as i'd like to be able to help you I wouldnt even know where to start to try to address all that. I hope you find answsers

[_Kaimira_]

Hi sweetie

First off it's not a good idea to give your email out to complete strangers or posting it on the board, I don't mean to be mean and hurt your feelings. first thing you need is a shield elemental shields are the best.

oh goddess of light
grant me this seal tonight
i ask water elemental
to protect me
good night

I hope this helps you remember to cast your circle.

[bydshly1]

Thank u guys I hope no one thanks I'm crazy I just want to make since of it all and develop my healing abilities more

[SpiritTalker]

The OP got it off her chest but never asked any Qs. She only described various psychic abilities & experiences such as levitation, healing, out of body travel. The OP already knows she has healing ability and said she wants to develop it. She was told by thought-voice to put the pieces together which demonstrates that she has spiritual guidance & is being groomed to develop her natural psychic abilities. IMO she could benefit from grounding and centering practices to help her to take her experiences in stride.