P: beautiful sunny day, good mood
N: invisible again. Was at the store at the cash register, cashier scanning my stuff quietly (it's not usual to chat with customers in big stores in Europe. Saying this because I've heard they do talk to you in the US, don't know if that's true). Then he looks at the man behind me, telling him something about different price of my tissues. The man was like but these are not mine!
Than the cashier looks at me and looks surprised that I'm there. Hey, i was standing where paying customer is supposed to stand, the man he talked to was still in the queue.
What's surprising about this is that I feel fine today, I even put on my makeup and nice clothes and it is one of those rare days when I'm satisfied with myself. But still invisible?
Similar happened to me in another small store just a few weeks ago. I was paying, than the cashier starts a long chat with another worker, ignoring me completely for a couple of minutes until I told her that I'm in a hurry. Her shocked, surprised response "oh, huh?" giving me back my change. I felt quite good on that day, too.
The amount of times this happened in different places with different people is just so high. Am I supposed to become a spy or what?