Cinthia’s Intro
Posted: Thu Jun 25, 2020 9:04 pm
Hello everyone,
I’m 29 years old. Have been having wild experiences my entire life. I have little knowledge of witchcraft, but have been on a spiritual path for some years now. I can’t talk about everything in my intro, it would take forever, but here’s a short story.
For a while I’ve been longing to find some answers to my life. After a long time of searching any way I knew how (years), I stumbled upon this app and then this forum. I read the topic and answers before I made an official sign up because I am skeptical of false information. But I feel that there is this honesty and openness about this forum that I couldn’t find anywhere else.
My life has been a series of emotions, as I’m sure everyone else’s has, but since I was a child, I was always told that I think too much, have an old soul, and am mature for my age. I’m drawn to elder people more than the youth. I’ve always felt out of place, misunderstood, uncomfortable, feeling on the “outside” I guess.
Since I was a child, I’ve always felt a presence of something around me. I especially felt it when I was alone. I would feel shifts in air, light touching, vibrations, change in temperature, and so much more. My mother confirmed not too long ago that at the age of 26 I was still feeling the presence of a man I spoke to her about when I was about 3. At 3 I actually saw him, though I don’t remember. At 26 I smelled him. Felt followed everywhere, watched.
I’ve felt who people were before they spoke. Their energy speaks so loudly, sometimes my knees would shake. I have summoned people to talk to me. Not sure if they may have felt me but I would get a feeling about some people and they would just turn around and start talking to me... strangers. I have watched some of my truest prayers or desires come true. I’ve watched my dreams play out the next day. I’ve had visitors and messages in my dreams.
Something a bit more scary, I lived in Florida a few years ago, I was having a bad time, especially with the apartment. Something happened there. There was definitely a presence there. There was a point that I kept having sleep paralysis and I would hear myself talking in a demonic voice, still speaking as I woke up, the voice wasn’t mine. I’m not sure how I made that noise. My son also saw someone in the apartment. He screamed and ran. He said the man was standing by the bedroom doorway. Tall, skinny, white shirt, light skinned.
More recently, my thoughts or the thoughts that pop in my head about certain situations have been more true than not. I’m not sure what exactly I’m looking for. Honestly I know very little about witchcraft. But I can’t deny that there’s something going on and I’m tired of not knowing and not feeling connected.
Thanks and I’m looking forward to learning.
I’m 29 years old. Have been having wild experiences my entire life. I have little knowledge of witchcraft, but have been on a spiritual path for some years now. I can’t talk about everything in my intro, it would take forever, but here’s a short story.
For a while I’ve been longing to find some answers to my life. After a long time of searching any way I knew how (years), I stumbled upon this app and then this forum. I read the topic and answers before I made an official sign up because I am skeptical of false information. But I feel that there is this honesty and openness about this forum that I couldn’t find anywhere else.
My life has been a series of emotions, as I’m sure everyone else’s has, but since I was a child, I was always told that I think too much, have an old soul, and am mature for my age. I’m drawn to elder people more than the youth. I’ve always felt out of place, misunderstood, uncomfortable, feeling on the “outside” I guess.
Since I was a child, I’ve always felt a presence of something around me. I especially felt it when I was alone. I would feel shifts in air, light touching, vibrations, change in temperature, and so much more. My mother confirmed not too long ago that at the age of 26 I was still feeling the presence of a man I spoke to her about when I was about 3. At 3 I actually saw him, though I don’t remember. At 26 I smelled him. Felt followed everywhere, watched.
I’ve felt who people were before they spoke. Their energy speaks so loudly, sometimes my knees would shake. I have summoned people to talk to me. Not sure if they may have felt me but I would get a feeling about some people and they would just turn around and start talking to me... strangers. I have watched some of my truest prayers or desires come true. I’ve watched my dreams play out the next day. I’ve had visitors and messages in my dreams.
Something a bit more scary, I lived in Florida a few years ago, I was having a bad time, especially with the apartment. Something happened there. There was definitely a presence there. There was a point that I kept having sleep paralysis and I would hear myself talking in a demonic voice, still speaking as I woke up, the voice wasn’t mine. I’m not sure how I made that noise. My son also saw someone in the apartment. He screamed and ran. He said the man was standing by the bedroom doorway. Tall, skinny, white shirt, light skinned.
More recently, my thoughts or the thoughts that pop in my head about certain situations have been more true than not. I’m not sure what exactly I’m looking for. Honestly I know very little about witchcraft. But I can’t deny that there’s something going on and I’m tired of not knowing and not feeling connected.
Thanks and I’m looking forward to learning.
