Your English is perfect. Your thinking
, however, was diverging in two different directions in your post, and in your situation in general, and I was merely pointing it out, that's all. I was trying to help you clarify your intention. In these love spell requests, I pay close attention to language people use. It reveals a lot as to motives and intentions, and how realistic they are or are not being in the situation. As you may have noticed, most members here (understandably) don't like responding to love spell request posts. I know how important relationships are, how they affect every part of one's daily life, for better and for worse. I try to help where I can.
Since he's already told you more than once, straight up, that he doesn't want a relationship with you, I think you could trust that his words really do reflect his "underlying feelings." I know it hurts when someone doesn't feel for you the way you feel for him, and you want to do anything you can to change it to be your way, but sometimes it is what it is, unfortunately. This is similar to a poster who recently requested a spell to make a man "realize he can't live without me
," when he was, in reality, living just fine without her. They were together for a while, but he didn't want the relationship with her any more, and that sounds like where you're at, too.
At this point, it seems that as she was, you too are looking for a spell that magically forces him say to you what you'd prefer to hear
him say, rather than face the truth. Better, I think, to follow your own policy: "I would rather be with someone who loves me without any supernatural force." I think it is a very good policy to live by.
Why love someone who doesn't love you back?
Why not find someone who does?
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