Oh, goodness, Seraphin, I'm all smiles now! Thank you so much! That makes me really happy that I got it right! I'm doing my best to practice more, because I feel this is a great way to open my intuition more.Seraphin wrote:.
Haha, I'm smiling more now, thank you so much! I'm really glad I could help, and that you like how straight to the point it is. Honestly, I think that's part of why Loki works with me... I call it as I see it, and I try to be nice about it, but if I see something as a certain way, I will say it. I'm really glad it held meaning for you, and it's nice to see that it was pretty spot on!ness wrote:x
*giggles* i know right, played right into what you were telling me and what i was feeling lol thanks again for all your help btw *hugs* im still working on it but its a little of a stuggle ><Seraphin wrote: BabyBear, when I was reading what Sakura wrote to you, I was certain you'd respond positively. You should see me when I'm reading the posts -- I was nodding and smiling and making "mm hmm" noises! Hahaha!!!
You nailed it Sakura! Kudos to you! You have indeed captured the "BabyBear" of late I believe.
Things have been getting better. Then I had a shock yesterday (see my prayer request for more info) evening that made things start to spin again. Though I'm not really thinking about it a whole lot. I have a large event in a week that I need to prepare for, that I am excited about. Its a chance to increase my customer base and get my business name out there more.Sakura Blossom wrote:
THE PRESENT :: 3 OF CHALICES ::
I find this very interesting, to draw this card, because it’s about reuniting and sometimes with family members. I knew you were having the situation where you were given the opportunity to meet your birth mother, which makes me think some of your problems are stemming from the emotions you are feeling with that situation. However, this is also a happy card, meaning that I really do think you are on the right track right now, towards being happy and it’s not even something that’s going to happen in the future. It should be happening now or really, really soon (as in, this present time). You went through your dark days, but now it’s time to reap in the goods and start feeling better!
This fits what happened last night.Sakura Blossom wrote:THE FUTURE :: 10 OF WANDS ::
Upon first glance, I don’t like how this one looks. On my card, there is a man who is weighted down by many logs. You will be successful, and you are on the right track, however this card is warning you to be careful about how you feel with this as well as how you handle it. Do not bury the stress, and do not try to take on too much at once in order to try and feel happy. While you have much determination to see through this success, be careful not to let it put so much pressure on you that you feel as if it’s more of a burden than a relief. It’s not a bad card in itself, it still means you will be okay but you just need to be careful how you handle the situation as to not create more stress than you are already dealing with.
I have difficulties not letting the past upset me. Thats part of PTSD. That being said I do have skills to deal with the difficult and painful emotions so they dont consume me and take over my life.Sakura Blossom wrote:Now for the other spread, and the advice to give you on how to handle your situation!
Card I drew :: 6 OF CHALICES ::
This card is interesting to me, because once again, it presents family themes. It is common to see it stressing nostalgia or remembering things of the past, which again fits in with the situation I mentioned above. In all honesty, I really get the impression that it’s trying to tell you that a really good way to handle this situation, is to remember the past. Don’t let it upset you, embrace it fully and recognize that it is how you became as you are today. Realize that this is still a part of your past, and if you learn to embrace it, it will help you feel much, much happier. Think of the good times, and remember that they always over power the bad.
Hopefully that helps you! (: And makes some sense, at least.
I'm glad this was able to fit you well enough. (:loona wynd wrote:.
PTSD is a bitch. You can go months or years without it manifesting and then have it be triggered for no reason. It makes sense that it would come up in the cards as a lot of what I am dealing with (myself and my fiance) is related to both of our pasts and both of our PTSD.Sakura Blossom wrote:I'm glad this was able to fit you well enough. (:loona wynd wrote:.
And yes, my sister has PTSD as well so I understand how that is and now that makes more sense as to why they were talking about that within the cards. I really hope you'll be able to feel better about this soon. ):