Healing Ritual Gone Wrong?
Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2017 3:14 pm
Merry meet.
On September 27th I did my first healing ritual with my significant other. He is suffering with the aftermath of addiction and I asked him if he would like me to perform a healing ritual for him. He agreed, which was really nice and I was glad he was allowing me to help him in this way.
I did a lot of researching and put together my own ritual. It included casting a circle, calling the quarters, the basics. Along with a healing spell and Strength prayer.
Immediately after closing the circle I felt depressed and then proceeded to fall into a depressive state that I am still currently in. I am diagnosed with Major Depression but have not had an episode like this is nearly a year. I did not go outside (literally did not step a foot outside the apartment) or to work for a week. I also developed a migraine that lasted 36 brutal hours, which finally ended this afternoon.
I feel it's so coincidental that this has happened right after my healing ritual. I feel like I traded away my healing energies and my health. Is that even possible? I've been feeling so terrible about it, that I'm hesitant to ever perform a healing ritual again.
Any advice/experiences/insights on this would be much appreciated. I don't want to feel as though I'm seeing too much into this. I feel as though something really did not go correctly.
The ritual for him, however, worked well! He has been feeling better and isn't struggling as much as he was.
Blessed be
Tyrande
On September 27th I did my first healing ritual with my significant other. He is suffering with the aftermath of addiction and I asked him if he would like me to perform a healing ritual for him. He agreed, which was really nice and I was glad he was allowing me to help him in this way.
I did a lot of researching and put together my own ritual. It included casting a circle, calling the quarters, the basics. Along with a healing spell and Strength prayer.
Immediately after closing the circle I felt depressed and then proceeded to fall into a depressive state that I am still currently in. I am diagnosed with Major Depression but have not had an episode like this is nearly a year. I did not go outside (literally did not step a foot outside the apartment) or to work for a week. I also developed a migraine that lasted 36 brutal hours, which finally ended this afternoon.
I feel it's so coincidental that this has happened right after my healing ritual. I feel like I traded away my healing energies and my health. Is that even possible? I've been feeling so terrible about it, that I'm hesitant to ever perform a healing ritual again.
Any advice/experiences/insights on this would be much appreciated. I don't want to feel as though I'm seeing too much into this. I feel as though something really did not go correctly.
The ritual for him, however, worked well! He has been feeling better and isn't struggling as much as he was.
Blessed be
Tyrande