I don't have the best support system, but I mostly don't take any medication except for a tiny dose of ADs which I still have to take daily until I can stop it completely (soon).
Let's just say the precognitive dream I had ruined my life as I used to be a big skeptic and given how prone to anxiety I am, not believing in anything but the ground under my feet was very reassuring. Now it's... well, pretty much the opposite and it scares me.
I have bad insomnia and there's not much I can do, except for taking benzos if I really want to sleep.
Right now it's 4 AM and honestly I'm terrified to go to bed and it's always like that.
To put it bluntly, I got depression because after years of college, I discovered I couldn't become an English teacher because I was physically sick during my internships. I just can't stand the job. Too much stress.
Sadly, I'm completely addicted to English and feel myself slowly sinking again because I don't have the opportunity to use English on a daily basis anymore.
I asked for guidance from gods and goddesses and all I got for my trouble was "if you like English so much, do something with that".
Now, I don't know if that was a message from gods or goddesses or just my subconscious. I mean, I did NOT hear voices and I'm perfectly sane despite my GAD and depressive tendencies.
I mean I'm not schizo and it's more me interpreting how I feel after having asked for guidance if you know what I mean.
So now I wonder if I should become a primary school teacher instead, but then I'd have to go back to uni and that's... complicated at the moment. Oh dear.