That's incredibly powerful missbelladonna! How great that must feel, good job there lady
I personally do not work with Sekhmet, wish Snow Cat was still around she would definitely have something to add here.
The feline energy you mention sort of reminds me of the Strength card. You know, it's our ordeals that bring on the lessons we never wanted to have to learn, right? This page summed up the card well, and you can get a quick 3 card reading for free! https://www.keen.com/articles/tarot/strength-tarot-card
You are fortunate to have someone to talk to who will not judge, that's a blessing, but hey, if he did you would probably have to fire him!, because that would not be cool, I get how you feel though. I had some interesting discussions with my therapist about magical thinking, and how in some applications it's a benefit and not a deficit. Then I had to tell her why, and that I was a witch, I almost expected her to run out the room.