I am glad you found you're deity. It sounds like it was meant to be!
Very exciting update, I have been really practicing clairvoyance and opening my mind to the world around me and I recently discovered my spirit guide. I was a little surprised because, I've admired the beauty of this animal for awhile, but never would have thought much more into it. So, I researched the meaning and found it to be incredibly accurate as to relating with me. My spirit guide is an owl which symbolizes "The announcer of Death", wisdom, guidance, and many other attributes I won't bore you with(; If you don't know this about me already, I have dreams of when people or animals are going to die. I feel it in my chest and it lingers in my mind. Although this was VERY exciting for me, this is NOT my exciting update. Despite the fact the my animal is a bird, I have always connected with them. I connect with a multitude of animals but mostly have a strong connection with birds, dogs, horses, and rats. The last few weeks birds have been flying up to me, landing next to me, eating from me, and falling asleep as I touch them. This isn't new, but it usually doesn't happen this often. Yesterday, I blue bird flew circles around me in the barn and I followed it in the feeding stall that was open to the coral with a very aggressive mare and her foal. This is not a mean mare. She was abused is just fearful, but we made eye contact and instead of charging licked her lips and continued to eat. I felt truly honored this horse let me near her as she doesn't do this to anyone. I left with a happy heart and a blue bird following overhead. Today, I saw a celtic sign I have always been curious about and finally learned the name of it. It's the sign of the Celtic goddess Epona. I felt a huge draw to her and read more on her. She is the goddess of horses, birds, fertility, and dogs. Her sacred plants are roses (My middle name and my favorite flower.) I am very excited about this. I feel a stong connection with her and can't wait to work with this Goddess.