Well, I don't know much about spirit animals, but for the another dream try to use some divination method and gather more information so you can interpret it. I hope it helps
Thank you Sakura, it's a nice idea, I'm gonna try it. At least, taking it slowly they gonna hear me (something that doesn't occur on such huge conversations, mostly I just hear their monologue ), and hopefully, they'll accept me.
I had a nice talk with my parents yesterday (finally :lol:). It was better than I've thought it would be, although, they said it's too early to take decisions now, and that I should stay the way I am right now, but, I can't. I can't lie to myself, I can't pretend that I'm going to church, I need to ...