Just an aside, the chalice can also be used for brewing simples and for gazing at the Moon's reflection on the contents, or simply for water gazing divination. That's intriguing... I've seen myself gazing in its depths in my meditation, not drinking from it or anything. Maybe this is what I've miss...

I think I understand. Thank you. I was hesitant about this, thinking people would say I'm more "Water" than "Air", but, I don't know. Maybe I just don't know myself fully yet ^^

What is it with all the water in my spiritual life lately...? ^^" Maybe I should try to get more confident with this element before I try anything with its tools...

Hello ^^ I've taken slow steps towards practice lately. I've been told that Wicca wasn't a treasure chase, and so I shouldn't rush to get all the tools at once. Therefore, I've been learning slowly about the wand first, for I felt attracted to it. After I was sure I understood its use and symbols, I...

I never heard of this, except on TV shows and books ^^ I don't think there is such a thing. Or maybe someone removed my memories about it. Who knows!

I know... it's just that I feel there's something important to it. It's like seeing a diamond at the bottom of a lake: I know I can't reach it, but I know it's there. It's hard to just go away, and it's hard to try and reach for it. This is almost ironic...

Oh no, you haven't seen me at school on swimming days, I can't, they tried to make me jump from a diving board, I went ballistic, this is panic material, I can't go back there, I'm getting hot all over just thinking about it. I know, it means I could actually drown if I was to fall one day, and I do...

Well, I know I'm an over sensible ball of emotions... but water, it only means fear to me. To dream of it in such a different way, it really shook me. I don't know what to think...

So... I suppose I naive in thinking I could get a simple answer from the past. I thought I'd find something exciting, like, "I used to be some healing witch in the middle ages" or something like that. That would have been a nice story. But you must be right, it was foolish of me to think the world w...

I don't know, I feel like it's important somehow. It felt like a gentle challenge or something. Like when a woman steps into the sea up to her knees, then calls to her child so they can to the same. Like, "See? It's okay, it's safe, you can do it too." Only it didn't feel safe at all to me... it was...

I tried to meditate last night... I wanted to see if I could reach her again. But I got stuck. Once again I was walking on the deep sea floor, and again there was no water. It felt really empty and lonely. There were gigantic cracks around me, and I dared to peek down. It was way to deep. There was ...

Well, to be honnest my written english is as good as my oral is terrible. Books, movies, series, video-games... Almost everything that's interesting in this world is in english ^^ Most of the softwares, and their online communities are too. School helps, but the multimedia just makes things a lot ea...

All my recent talks on this forum made me think of one specific dream I made this year... It might have been a few months back. As you may know already, I am dead scared of water. I like the sea, but only from a safe distance, or when it's low and we can walk on the foreshore. Just google "thalassop...

So... elements are only based on our zodiac sign? According to my old sign, Libra, it would be Air. But with the new system, I'm Virgo, and that makes me Earth related. And since there are so many other systems, I don't really know what to make of it ^^" What does being a certain element mean? Aren'...

I don't know, maybe I just work better with a deadline...? ^^" Please don't make me blush... Writing in French is much easier for me, but I feel like English fits well for magic. I should probably try both. Perhaps it's just that I associate French with my everyday life, and it feels weird using it ...