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by onyx208
Tue Nov 10, 2015 11:49 pm
Forum: Gods/Goddesses
Topic: Losing my sense of the Goddess
Replies: 4
Views: 957

Re: Losing my sense of the Goddess

Wow- that really resonated with me. Artemis has been in the background of my mind for months now and came up in a reiki session. I've been seeing a lot of bucks lately that sing to my soul. I want to try to connect with her. Just this has given my heart a boost. Thank you.
by onyx208
Tue Nov 10, 2015 11:21 pm
Forum: Gods/Goddesses
Topic: Losing my sense of the Goddess
Replies: 4
Views: 957

Losing my sense of the Goddess

I almost feel embarrassed to be saying this. I held on so deeply to Epona. She led me to this path. But lately, I feel no sense of her. Not just a lack of feeling her presence... It's as though I don't believe in her existence anymore. It makes my heart so saddened and empty. I want to believe in he...
by onyx208
Sat Nov 07, 2015 10:33 pm
Forum: Shamanism
Topic: Shamanism 101 - online training course about core shamanism
Replies: 7
Views: 2999

Re: Shamanism 101 - online training course about core shaman

I agree to begin with.. A fast paced online course is not going to turn me into a Shaman. That being said, could a course like this not be a good education opportunity for budding individuals? Maybe not experience or true "spirit understanding," but a way to begin the lifelong process of b...
by onyx208
Fri Aug 28, 2015 1:48 am
Forum: Christianity and Other Religious Faiths
Topic: Recovering PK Christian
Replies: 1
Views: 1703

Recovering PK Christian

H y'all. Apologies in advance if this post is messy. I have so many thoughts to get out I grew up in a conservative Christian home as a pastor and major theogolian's daughter. My dad has been a Presbyterian pastor all my life and longer. He studied therology in school and went on to get his ordinati...
by onyx208
Tue Jul 14, 2015 11:04 pm
Forum: Spirits, Ghosts, Paranormal Events
Topic: Any ideas what's going on? (Pressure, grey, dreams)
Replies: 4
Views: 1092

Re: Any ideas what's going on? (Pressure, grey, dreams)

12, actually. I have a doctor closely monitering me and have had for 8 years. I haven't had any recent changes to medication. Thank you, but this is something different. I guess I didn't express myself correctly. That's okay.
by onyx208
Tue Jul 14, 2015 4:04 pm
Forum: Spirits, Ghosts, Paranormal Events
Topic: Any ideas what's going on? (Pressure, grey, dreams)
Replies: 4
Views: 1092

Any ideas what's going on? (Pressure, grey, dreams)

Okay... This might be the totally wrong place to post this because I really have no idea what's happening. I have this consistent faint but noticeable pressure inside the left side of my chest, as if something is trying the penetrate but cant break through. I feel grey in that area. I'm being lured ...
by onyx208
Sun Jul 12, 2015 10:45 am
Forum: Post a Spell or Ritual
Topic: Spell to quit smoking... when I felt beyond human aid
Replies: 6
Views: 1546

Re: Spell to quit smoking... when I felt beyond human aid

Thank you so m, Kassandra! That was very encouraging and insightful. I really appreciate the time you took to put in your two cents..

PS I can't believe I spelled altar wrong-- duh!
by onyx208
Fri Jul 10, 2015 4:18 pm
Forum: F.A.Q.
Topic: How do I know if I have what it takes to be a witch?
Replies: 10
Views: 2402

Re: How do I know if I have what it takes?

I've found we aren't a "breed..." there are no standards we must uphold in order to qualify. It's a very personal path. I'm new to the craft and still battling the fear of doing things "wrong." But this is a very individualized path of living. I find it to be more about feeling. ...
by onyx208
Fri Jul 10, 2015 4:06 pm
Forum: Post a Spell or Ritual
Topic: Spell to quit smoking... when I felt beyond human aid
Replies: 6
Views: 1546

Spell to quit smoking... when I felt beyond human aid

I have tried every trick in the book to quit smoking cigarettes. I'm telling you, everything. Nothing worked... Until magick came into to picture. I quit cold turkey, no helpers, from about two packs a day when I gave all my faith to the goddess. This is the ritual or spell if you would that I creat...
by onyx208
Fri Jul 10, 2015 1:53 pm
Forum: Life, Death, and Love
Topic: Resources to find someone to perform handfasting?
Replies: 6
Views: 1554

Re: Resources to find someone to perform handfasting?

Witchvox was a great help!! And thanks y'all hehe I'm so happy as well. smileylove
by onyx208
Thu Jul 09, 2015 8:04 pm
Forum: Life, Death, and Love
Topic: Resources to find someone to perform handfasting?
Replies: 6
Views: 1554

Resources to find someone to perform handfasting?

I'm having a difficult time finding someone who can handfast me and my partner. I am on the central coast of California but I am willing to travel 8 hours or so any direction. (Minus west...the ocean. :P ) Do you know of any websites that have extensive lists of people who could do this for me? I'm ...
by onyx208
Sun Jul 05, 2015 11:09 pm
Forum: Members' Personal Blogs
Topic: Onyx's Starry, Spiritual, Card-Reading Journey
Replies: 3
Views: 1814

Re: Onyx's Starry, Spiritual, Card-Reading Journey

My horse got hurt today. A puncture wound on his shoulder. I saw him go down and it was pretty scary. He's got to get a tetanus shot tomorrow but should be okay. I'm in my new home of 300 acres and loving it, despite that many love is gone for another month. I like my altar set up even more than bef...
by onyx208
Sun Jul 05, 2015 12:00 am
Forum: Consciousness Work and Meditation
Topic: Afraid to meditate
Replies: 3
Views: 1235

Re: Afraid to meditate

All I can relate is my experience. I have schizo. I don't keep it much of a secret. I started hearing things at age 10. I have gone through periods of delusion and paranoia. I was even on a medication that created buzzing like that of an auditorium in my ears for a while every time I took it, and it...
by onyx208
Sat Jul 04, 2015 11:30 pm
Forum: Gardening
Topic: Snappy the snapdragon
Replies: 6
Views: 2283

Re: Snappy the snapdragon

Aww sounds exciting! I just made a gnome garden pot with Irish moss and multi colored celosia. I have never done a single thing with or owned any plants, so I'm right there with you when it comes to a bit or nervousness! I'd love to see a picture of Snappy. :)
by onyx208
Tue Jun 16, 2015 6:40 pm
Forum: Members' Personal Blogs
Topic: Onyx's Starry, Spiritual, Card-Reading Journey
Replies: 3
Views: 1814

Re: Onyx's Starry, Spiritual, Card-Reading Journey

She sends me messages in sparks. Seemingly without provocation, I feel a magnetic pull in my chest and next thing I know, images of my deck fill my mind. I smile in delight at what is to come. I carry about my day, and like a flickering light, a rudimentary question appears behind my eyes. I move on...

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