Thank you Kassandra , change scares the crap out of me so it was a big step. It was almost as if being in an abusive relationship, you know it is bad but you know what to expect. Thank you so much TwilightDancer .
UPDATE !!! So I FINALLY got a call back from the hospital's H.R. today about the job I interviewed for a while back ( I still have to call them when I get a moment, at work right now ), I also had an interview today for a job I applied at last week and they just called to scheduled a second intervie...