this was just the topic I was looking for, I was wondering alot of my supplies are homemade because I can't afford to buy much of them, but I don't have an athame, is this necessary to have? or how can I cast a spell without the athame? or can I make one myself?
that's what I have a hard time on and I try to practice it, is it to physically feel it, I don't know why I can't, sometimes I can imagine things very clearly but the physically feeling part I just can't seem to do. I've tired with my eyes open, its hard I will try to do more though