A Weird & Sexual OBE

I have had many OBEs throughout my life. I also used to see spirits as child but luckily that stopped. It was really scary. Probably the reason I'm such an introvert now (among other reasons) is that when you are psychically sensitive, you often feel very different from other people and it can make you feel isolated since no one understands. It's also difficult to be around other people a lot since I pick up their energies and emotions. If they are negative energies, it can be detrimental to my well-being and happiness.

As for my OBE that happened yesterday, I should warn you that it is pretty sexual. So close your eyes and plug your ears before you read it. haha

I laid down for a nap yesterday around noon since I woke up at 6:00 am and needed more sleep. (Naps are the best time for lucid dreaming and OBEs.)

I watched an astral projection (OBE) video for 30 minutes or so as I dozed in and out. Finally turned it off and fell asleep around 12:45.

I felt myself going into that OBE state that is so familiar to me now. I was trying to rush getting out of my body this time but I realized it wasn't doing any good so I let it flow. I slowly floated up and away from my body. I started moving across the room towards the TV wall in front of me. I moved faster and went through the wall, which felt a bit different than the surrounding area but nothing major. I couldn't really see anything. My vision was mostly blank but I could feel and sense things. I was happy that I was getting so much movement since I am usually stuck to my body. I believe that going through the wall put me in a new dimension, which is a common occurrence in the astral. I floated and flew about for a while thinking how wonderful of a feeling this was and how this was just like heaven. I knew that being with God felt like this, only better.

At some point, which is fuzzy now, a hand grabbed my hand and held on. I was back in the bed now. The hand felt small and smooth and since I couldn't see the person (my vision was blacked out the whole time) I assumed it was a female. I finally got some sense that it was a male. His face was close to mine as we lay there. He said, "So tell me about the things that you want to change about yourself." I assumed that he was my spirit guide since he was asking me this question. I don't recall answering, but we did talk some, which is the first time I can recall being able to speak in an OBE. It wasn't perfect speech like a dream would be but it was understandable.

At one point, I think I asked who he was and I thought he said that he was "Mike from the Internet". I couldn't place him, couldn't remember who it was. A bit later I asked again to try to figure it out and he said again that he was Mike from the Internet (or maybe email) and that time I understood that he was saying that he was my OBE friend, Mike Allen.

We started making out. At one point during our time together, I touched him in his nether regions and then something popped and there was some fluid (not from the normal place that fluid comes out of men). He seemed a bit alarmed about it. He told me that he had "pumped it up" beforehand so that he could keep his erection and that the pump had broken. I got the impression that the pump was possibly inside of him (surgically inserted). I told him that we were in the astral so why would he need a penis pump? He didn't seem to understand that we were astrally projecting. I started assuming that his physical body was dead since he didn't realize he was out-of-body. I said something along those lines to him. He got a bit upset, saying, "All this time, they've not known…" He said something about his body laying in the apartment for all this time. I said, "Well, it couldn't have been too long ago because you emailed me two or three weeks ago" (thinking he was Mike.) I guess he decided to live in the now since he didn't dwell on it anymore. We started making out again. The grand finale (for me) was a more intense and pleasurable feeling than anything I have ever felt in my physical body before (though I have had astral sex once before and had the same intense experience.) I could feel myself waking up from the wonderful sensation so I wished him well and said goodbye.

This was definitely one of the weirdest, most realistic things that has happened in an OBE. It's almost unbelievable. I spoke to Mike over the phone afterwards and he had had an OBE that morning, but did not have any memory of visiting me and was very clear that he didn't have any need for a penis pump, lol. I don't think it was really him because at one point I got a visual of the guy and he was much older than Mike and had dark hair and a beard (Mike is kind of bald with lighter hair and a clean-shaven face.) I think he was very likely just a ghost or spirit who was attracted to me because I was putting out a sexual energy. Or I could have simply created a man from my subconscious, which is a pretty common thing to do when you are in the astral. The only reason I doubt that I created him is, first, because of the way he grabbed me (I wasn't thinking about anything like that at the time) and second, because of the penis pump incident. Why would I be thinking of something like that? I don't know anything about those things. Whether I created him myself or whether he was real, the physical/spiritual "O" that I had at the end of the experience was most definitely worth it!

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