Everything Under the Moon

So I have kind of like a date tomorrow with this girl I met. Shes pretty awesome.

I hope it goes well!

What are you guys going to do? Like, do you have an event to go to or maybe a picnic?

We went to the library and then a subways. Wasn't really a date. But id rather just be her friend. She has too many issues and im not quite ready to deal with that.

So its back to the basics with me. I feel like I need to revisit some of the basics of magick and energy manipulation.

Any links that you guys recommend would be appreciated.

I casted a spell to light a passion in a womans heart about me... It worked. But it turned out this womans vibrations was very harmful to me.

And I broke the spell.

Then I learned something.. I had to heal my heart afterwards because of the negative energies. Amd I was also sad that this didnt work out.

I guess when you cast a powerful spell you must ne ready and willing to accept the consequences of it, good or bad. I never thought of that.

I figured if I cast a spell that wasnt harmful that it would be okay. But I guess since some spells are neutral in nature, the effects can be either positive or negative. In order to prevent backlash our will must be powerful but a spell used in such ways must be respected and treated as if its a life decision.

Some love spells in particular are neutral in nature, its the caster that puts his or her positive or negative outcomes in place. I guess there is a duality for spells and that functions off of a trinity of good bad and neutral.

I guess wishing for a positive outcome could help in those cases.

But Im very new to spell making. I mostly work with energy but Im liking the idea of crafting spells!

I realized the goal should not necessarily strive for balanced elements, but being at one with all the elements. I believe the concept behind that is the whole is greater than the sum of its parts.

There's so much to learn!

Recently Ive been reading Agrippas 3 books of occult philosophy. I think this marks my transcendence from intuitive magick into knowledgeable and intuitive magick.

Of course I did read Bardons book, but it seems Agrippa has a different caliber of books. Im interested, definitely.

Also Eliphas Levi, the name keeps swirling around in my head. I believe that I keep seeing that name for a reason. I'll look into it more when I have time.

Sounds a bit like alchemy that you are learning... if u get "God's pleasure" out of it i reckon that is what you are discovering........ being an alchemist myself.

being at one with all the elements ... my transcendence from intuitive magick into knowledgeable and intuitive magick

Im finding myself drawn to the gnostic teachings and have even joined a website there to further my knowledge.

Im learning that each teaching has a frequency embedded in it because of the will for it to be here in addition to the teaching itself.

One of my problems with coming in to knowledge is that I wanted to be on the right path. Now attuned to the vibrational patterns of energy emitted by non-living things such as books and things of that nature, I can discern between the positive teachings and the teachings that lead to a negative destruction.

On that note Im learning more about myself and my bloodline. I have much work to do, but I will continue to do so as it is my will to toil in the light.

As above, so below

You must be intuitive

Thinking about becoming a gnostic Christian. Ive been having visions and I think this is more in line to what I would like to do.

The Knights of the Holy Sepulchre.... Hm.

What have you learned in that realm?, we haven't seen you much lately.
BB, Firebird