Everything Under the Moon

Sigh as twin flame to her I felt how bad she was feeling
And how she was acting I talked her down on email..
I want to cry what hurts her hurts me at times..
She needs helps but won't do it crystals can do only so much
and I can do so much.. sigh..
I wish she get some kind of help.
Doing so well today. and this pushed on me.
I care so much about her. listening calming cd and lit a white candle.
And my mothers illness it's becoming too much..

Storm - the art of caring is quite personal. You aren't Master of the Universe. Hug to you. Prayers continue for this special & dear friend as well as for you & your family. Suicide isn't always a true desire to end life but rather to escape from the pain, like an auto-reflex when we touch something too hot our hand will automatically jerk back. I don't know if you can understand that since you seem to look at behavior as being black or white; & human behavior is seldom so clear cut. Nobody can force it - to be helped has to be the choice of the individual, usually after they hit rock bottom.

Thank you for responding.. I understand what you are saying..
I been really suicidal when I young till about my 30's
off and on.. I had no help I didn't want any as i got older
It basically went away with Awaking I'm not same person as I was
I'm glad for it.. It's hard though with both my mother and friend
I need to focus on myself as much as I can.