Hard time creating positive mind
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2018 6:52 am
Really had bo feel for where to post.
Lifechange is taking place big times and i have a super super hard time to create a positive mindset!
My mother will be leaving Spain to come home within the next hour and what ever i do my mind circle around negative thought. This feels dangerous. I don't want to create this!
My Mom and I... thats kinda hard.. even if she doesn't meab to she makes me feel like i am doing it all wrong anyways and i am not trustworthy or reliable anyways. There will be times sge won't let me feel that way but many times she does.
We came to live in their house when they left to go south. She is actually coming to live with me now but 50% here is still the way it used to be. Here stuff on "every floor".
I am sure she will respect my familys space but i am scared our peace is in danger and our privacy.
Help me here please! My head is loaded with fear... and if i think of her i feel terrible, unworthy, useless and wrong.
Wasn't even able to release these feelings outside ;(
Lifechange is taking place big times and i have a super super hard time to create a positive mindset!
My mother will be leaving Spain to come home within the next hour and what ever i do my mind circle around negative thought. This feels dangerous. I don't want to create this!
My Mom and I... thats kinda hard.. even if she doesn't meab to she makes me feel like i am doing it all wrong anyways and i am not trustworthy or reliable anyways. There will be times sge won't let me feel that way but many times she does.
We came to live in their house when they left to go south. She is actually coming to live with me now but 50% here is still the way it used to be. Here stuff on "every floor".
I am sure she will respect my familys space but i am scared our peace is in danger and our privacy.
Help me here please! My head is loaded with fear... and if i think of her i feel terrible, unworthy, useless and wrong.
Wasn't even able to release these feelings outside ;(