Everything Under the Moon

I also refuse to do any more work on myself. The gods can either accept that and let me have him now or they can go give him to someone else for all i care. I am not gonna sit around wait in for them to decide she i can have him. No man and no relationship is worth that i don't care how perfect they think he is for me I let no one and i mean no one control me or my life or makr me the I pawn

That'll larn 'em. Feel better now? You've told off your lower realm unconscious desires so they no longer control you. Well done.

Yes much better
In fact that goddess can just to me a favour and not send him to me. Quite frankly she's not gonna send him to me anytime soon so he's dead to me

It may not be the warm fuzzy support you'd want but I'd high-five you if I could. You have over come a psychic pitfall that has tripped up a good many people who get addicted to visioning. That's pretty significant, even if not comfortable.

Very true
Plus i think i know what i need to over come before i get him
My mothers influence

Ok at this point I've had enough now the visions they are sending me arent making any bloody sense. I swear at this point im about to give up they can give him to someone else

OK so now these visions are really making no sense
On Sunday i saw me telling a guy i love them followed by a image of the moon and yesterday i saw the moon again

With any visions I have, it's focused on a certain surrounding. It is more like, remember this place and time and the environment it's important. My mind seems to put it aside, doesn't give me the need to obsesses about it, until I am at that place, time, and environment. Then I pay attention to details to try and figure out the reason why I needed to remember that place.

I'm trying to let go of that what does that mean or that mean especially through dreams, if its important it will pop up again.

Some things are best worked out individually. We are here to learn and temper our mettle this happens only by personal experience. Others may not wish to get entangled with the karma of another and that is wisdom. We are fortunate we do not always get what we wish for. Trust your Spirit Guide, put passion on the shelf and proceed with clear mind and caution.

So basically give up on ever having the future i want? Im done that universe and the gods can be the hell out of my life they have been only too happy to bless everyone else in my life with the one thing i want so im done they refuse togove me the one thing i want so i care no more for their lessons