My most recent reading regarding my own spirituality.
Posted: Thu Dec 25, 2014 9:37 am
Hello! And happy holidays to those celebrating holidays today! I want to share with you my most recent reading.. If that is okay. It was just a 3 card spread, past, present, future. I was focusing on my own spirituality. This time of year I start thinking about my spirit guide the most because I spend the holidays with her siblings. Also, I'm in Louisiana where she died, possibly murdered. No one really knows. It's this time of year I want to talk with her the most and I cannot at will. If she talks to me and I'm listening do we communicate. And I still know nothing about this Jonathan who I beleive protects me, but wants to remain hidden. If he wants to remain hidden, fine, I don't want to bug him. But, I'm so so so curious what/ who he is and WHY he is with ME? So I've been praying constantly that god will lead me on a spiritual path that will answer my questions while strengthening my abilities with the tarot/ clairvoyance/ & mediumship because I feel that is a part of me, if it wasn't I don't think I would have had the experiences I have has in my life. I also think my abilities were much stronger as a child and that I have literally shut that part of my mind down because people were harsh and cruel to me as a child because I was "weird". And I was desperate to fit into my small town. Okay okay, all that said, I did my reading and here it is!
This is how I interpreted it on a basic level. The first card to me represents charity and often Christianity. The type of Christianity I was born into was charity based and philanthropy is my middle name, due to this upbringing.
The next card, the moon, I interpreted as where I am know, moving away from Christianity and studying other ways to be spiritual and to understand myself, the world, and the universe. The moon will light my path to understanding divination, intuition, creativity and magic.
The last car I got was the princess (page) of cups. To me the princess of cups has always been someone I was jealous of. She has high psychic abilities, she is creative and musical. She is a lover of people and animals and they love her back. I until rented this card to mean that if I will follow my intuition I will become like the princess cups. The princess is a child and I believe she also telling me I will regain the abilities I had as a child with help from all. (God, spirits, angels, and well meaning humans).
This whole reading was just reassurance for me that I am on the right oath. That I am right to ask questions and seek answers. And that if I continue to seek answers I will find them. And I will be happy to be the person I was meant to be and not this person I have boxed myself into becoming because of my insecurities as a child. What do you all think?
This is how I interpreted it on a basic level. The first card to me represents charity and often Christianity. The type of Christianity I was born into was charity based and philanthropy is my middle name, due to this upbringing.
The next card, the moon, I interpreted as where I am know, moving away from Christianity and studying other ways to be spiritual and to understand myself, the world, and the universe. The moon will light my path to understanding divination, intuition, creativity and magic.
The last car I got was the princess (page) of cups. To me the princess of cups has always been someone I was jealous of. She has high psychic abilities, she is creative and musical. She is a lover of people and animals and they love her back. I until rented this card to mean that if I will follow my intuition I will become like the princess cups. The princess is a child and I believe she also telling me I will regain the abilities I had as a child with help from all. (God, spirits, angels, and well meaning humans).
This whole reading was just reassurance for me that I am on the right oath. That I am right to ask questions and seek answers. And that if I continue to seek answers I will find them. And I will be happy to be the person I was meant to be and not this person I have boxed myself into becoming because of my insecurities as a child. What do you all think?