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Thunderfog Journal? Path? Idk

PostPosted: Mon Nov 18, 2019 12:35 am
by ThunderFog
So I decided to make a journal or whatever describes this accurately, to write down my experiences and beliefs with magic. Whatever progress I make, feel free to comment with opinions and advice, even if you disagree with me. Just please be polite about it.

Re: Thunderfog Journal? Path? Idk

PostPosted: Mon Nov 18, 2019 12:59 am
by ThunderFog
So essentially I've always had an interest in magic and the unknown i think I'm not sure I dont remember too much from my childhood, but around the time of being a teenager I was pretty depressed so I decided to look into magic, a lot of it seemed like fake or just trying to take your money but i eventually found a website with forums and a chatroom. It shut down kind of, but essentially my belief in magic was kind of solidified there, after I met a person who could read minds with perfect accuracy. I won't go into detail beyond that, because of privacy stuff. At the time, I tried to learn a bit about magic from a witch on the chatroom, but I didn't seem to have a talent. A lot of other life stuff happened, so I got busy. I never really forgot about it, but the chatroom was gone, and I had my hands full just sorting out my life. Fast forward a few years, I still believe in magic, but didn't actively seek it out. Then I met my fiance who practices it, and I met a friend of ours who also does magic. They kind of taught me some basics and gave me the encouragement to get started. I actually have low self confidence sometimes, but really high other times. So after all that I started practicing, then I joined this website. For me it's been a lot of guess work, but after looking into claircognizance from the one post I made, I've had a lot more confidence in trusting my gut feelings. It's actually been working out a lot for me with all that. I thought about what I wanted to do with magic, aka my path, as people call it and I figured I'd go a sort of druid but I strongly believe in spirits as spirits are their own people with their own thoughts and feelings. I dont know how it works entirely, but I dont like seeing it as black and white or good and evil spirits. Everyone has their own desires and even bad people can do good. I also want to learn more about how magic works. Like if I do a spell, I want to learn more about how and why the spell works, not just how to do it. I'm currently focusing more on doing. I guess you'd call it energy work and training my mind because I don't really want to learn anyone else's spells at all. I want to make my own spells because I believe that's what'll work best for me. So that's kind of a summary. I guess I've probably missed stuff but I'll get to that later.

Re: Thunderfog Journal? Path? Idk

PostPosted: Tue Nov 19, 2019 11:24 am
by ThunderFog
Also a few months after I decided to be a sort of druid (I should probably look into a more accurate term but druid works for now) I started making offerings to a nature spirit occasionally or a fae I'm not sure I but I think it's a nature spirit that watches over a sort of younger spirit and I make offerings of sweets, it occasionally gives me warnings about potential danger and it was what led me to a tree that had been struck by lightning that I could take a piece off of.