Everything Under the Moon

I realize magick isn't an instant fix, but I have nothing else to turn to at this moment.
I get depressed very easily and it lasts a long time. It's hard to do just about anything because of it. I can't talk to my family, my parents tell me to just "push through it" and that I'm being dramatic. I don't have any friends or teachers I'm close with. Considering I'm a minor, medication is definitely not an option. I honestly just want a potion or spell to give me a little up when I'm down. Any ideas?

A little physical exercise to raise chi energy helps. Swing both your arms forward & clap, then swing both arms back & clap. Repeat. Do up to 100 if you want. It gets the heart pumping &'blood moving & palms stinging. Then place your palms flat on your hips, inhale & exhale comfortably a few times & breathe the energy within your body; move your hands to the stomach, breathe, draw the energy within; then place palms on your chest & draw the energy within. Next you spread the energy around in the same bottom-to-top order. Rub your palms around your hips, the stomach & chest. What you've done is raise energy, infuse & spread it within your body. No drugs. Just vitality.

Yes energy raising... there are heaps of modalities out there that will center you and bring you back to your natural best.