Very Bad Dream With a Friend
Posted: Sun Mar 11, 2018 2:51 am
So last night I had a rather upsetting dream with a friend of mine from some of my Geography classes. Let's call him A. The other character was my old boss, who we'll call B.
I was in a car with B and we saw A so I rolled the window down and A said he was going to kill B, unless I sacrificed myself and became his personal sex and torture device. B had been an amazing boss and I highly doubt any other job I get in life will have as understanding of a boss, so I didn't want to see B die, so I said okay.
The details of what A did I don't particularly feel like typing, but it was bad. I'd say the only word I could use to describe A would be monster. And he ended up killing B anyways because he was jealous or something.
The thing now is because of how strongly the dream affected me that I'm still thinking about it 20 hours later as I'm about to go to sleep again. And I'm not very happy about going to those classes this week and seeing him because I think when I see his face I'm going to remember it and whatnot, and it's going to be hard to be around him.
I have a theory about why I had such a dream. We've been friends for about 2 years since we're both Geography majors. He's 25 years my senior and recently we've gotten closer as I've gotten less shy and more talkative and for a day or two I pondered the notion of feelings and if I could ever be interested in someone who was the same age as my dad or if that'd be too weird for me. I ended up deciding it wasn't something I was comfortable with and let it pass and just went on being friendly. And now that I've had this dream I am near certain any inkling of feeling is well and truly dead But my theory is I had this dream to confirm that, that I will not have any feelings towards him.
But how do you just go on being friends with someone who was pure evil, albeit in a dream? Like I can't blame him for stuff he did in a dream but still.
I was in a car with B and we saw A so I rolled the window down and A said he was going to kill B, unless I sacrificed myself and became his personal sex and torture device. B had been an amazing boss and I highly doubt any other job I get in life will have as understanding of a boss, so I didn't want to see B die, so I said okay.
The details of what A did I don't particularly feel like typing, but it was bad. I'd say the only word I could use to describe A would be monster. And he ended up killing B anyways because he was jealous or something.
The thing now is because of how strongly the dream affected me that I'm still thinking about it 20 hours later as I'm about to go to sleep again. And I'm not very happy about going to those classes this week and seeing him because I think when I see his face I'm going to remember it and whatnot, and it's going to be hard to be around him.
I have a theory about why I had such a dream. We've been friends for about 2 years since we're both Geography majors. He's 25 years my senior and recently we've gotten closer as I've gotten less shy and more talkative and for a day or two I pondered the notion of feelings and if I could ever be interested in someone who was the same age as my dad or if that'd be too weird for me. I ended up deciding it wasn't something I was comfortable with and let it pass and just went on being friendly. And now that I've had this dream I am near certain any inkling of feeling is well and truly dead But my theory is I had this dream to confirm that, that I will not have any feelings towards him.
But how do you just go on being friends with someone who was pure evil, albeit in a dream? Like I can't blame him for stuff he did in a dream but still.