Everything Under the Moon

Okay is best to hire somebody?
I can do small spells but I feel
I'm not good enough to do it

Always have confidence in yourself, even if you think you cannot do a thing, tell yourself you can. That kind of self talk creates new pathways in the brain that will follow with form and function.
then read up on banishing spells, I'm sure there are a many entries here.
I'll bring up the ones we have that have banishing in the title. http://everythingunderthemoon.net/forum ... ly&ch=1000
BB, FF

I hired somebody that has been doing for along time.
My mind is not in good place right now.
too many weird dreams and visions.

I so had a professional to this the other day..
All my fears and worries about my friend are all but gone.
even I ordered for someone else.
I feel pretty good like weight has been lifted.
I must took on too much of somebody's else's negative energy?

Flys has it right. Remember the old adage...

“Whether you think you can or think you can’t, you’re right”

Perhaps you may need to review centering and shielding if you felt overwhelmed and ineffective.