So by complete chance I found an article on the Romanav family. They were the royal family and were killed during the Russian Revolution. So right off the bat I start to feel an awful longing for these people. Then i get a flashback from my childhood and remember watching the Disney movie for her. Now of course the movie wasn't accurate at all, but there was some truth there and I remember being terriffied the whole time because the whole thing had some sort of realness to it.
The family was murdered while getting ready for taking a family picture. The moment they were ready soldiers came in and shot them. The problem is, the body of Anastasia was never found and they don't know if she was able to escape. My whole dilema is that I can't be sure about the whole life of Anastasia and whether or not when I meditate that it is the truth. The way they were murdered can relate to my constant fear that someone is going to walk into our house and shoot us every night, and we have certain characteristics that are alike.
I was wondering what the best way to go with this would be. Meditation, scrying, tarot? I need something very specific and I'm a little anxious about it since I'm not well experienced with past lives. Thoughts and opinions are very much desired!!! ~Brightest Blessings~