Hi there.... I have all sorts of abilities but especially empath abilities from a very young age but didn't know what this truly meant until recently.
I get extreme discomfort when in prescence of people (i.e. bus, club, spiritual church) and it goes when they do. I do have a circulation problem known as raynaulds, so the doctor was assuming it was that (having sent me to the hosptial for xrays and bloods to be taken) it turns out there is nothing there apart from joint pain from raynaulds.
Yet, I get this searing pain, sometimes hip other times arm or leg. I can also tell instantly if there is something wrong with someone. This used to be exclusively to people I was close to... it wasn't that strong.... however lately it has been complete strangers and the feelings are soooooo intense.
I know that I can heal without a doubt. Never performed a "full" healing as I have never been properly taught and I do not want it "screwing" up on me if that is possible but I have done partial healings for sore backs, heads, necks etc and b/f says that the heat is like an inferno but so gentle and calming. However, the good news is that a spiritual healer did find me through the voluntary work that I do... I had said to myself night before (last thing that uttered through my head before shutting eyes) was I wish I had someone to show me what abilities I have and sort of explain them to me. Well...less than 24 hrs later I have someone in front of me performing full spiritual healing with my eyes agog! This person seemed to know all about me... I asked my dowsing crystal if my mum's mum sent this woman to me and it said yes.
When I say that I can see something "wrong"... I mean unhappiness, depression, fedup, anxious, insecure and I can also see their aura light around them (not for all, just some). White for ok, grey for depressed or ill, bluey-green for unhappy. If happy the light is outwith body but others are actually as if they been painted on them - like a tinge to their skin. I know if someone is lying to me... I do not know how I know... it's just something I know and have just about 100% accuracy.
I need to find out more about this as it is quite confusing. I have a lot of skills and abilities I just do not know what to bloomin' well do with them yet (they have just been part of everyday life) and I have worked out some basic facts. I just need to work off these.
I have other things I could rant and rave about till 2009 like I can see shapes and images if put marble ink into water, I can see and smell spirits, get very vivid flashback images of who knows what and have an eerie uncanny knack of being right.... Don't get me wrong. Not meaning that in a big-headed way. Of course I can get things wrong, judge things wrong... I mean for foreseeing things going wrong (i.e. don't do that because....) and if I see nothing it means it will be fine.
Well, enough - have to get washing and drying clothes done for morning... been in here for hours!!
p.s. tell me what you think, comments welcome for helping me to sort this mess out!