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Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Fri Jun 14, 2013 8:48 am

I will add dreams soon but some will be old as I remember them and also new ones.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Fri Jun 14, 2013 10:15 am

Recently I had a dream that I was on the beach and I had drowned in the ocean. I could hear someone calling for the ambulance and saying a I wasn't breathing but I woke before I could find out what happened to me when they came.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby -Dark-Moon- » Fri Jun 14, 2013 7:03 pm

The temptation here is to say this is a past life memory.

In your case I donot believe that is the answer.

I think the dream means that you are seeking (?needing) rebirth and renewal. You are dissatisfied with the status quo.

In your waking life, a part of you must die to make this change lest you feel suffocated (she isn't breathing).

Another part Is resisting this change (calling the ambulance).

Therefore you are torn, and the dream represents this struggle.

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Postby astralsolitaire » Fri Jun 14, 2013 7:23 pm

Thanks. Yes ever since I've moved I've felt disconnected and shut off. I just want to go home (to my old county) and I can't seem to make my plan work. I never want to be here again. Before that there was a dream that I was sitting in a church or funeral home and the old man was there (I think he's one of my spirit guides) and he opened a coffin that had been dug up and I was inside but my conscious was in the version of me looking. The other me came out of the coffin then I think it ended there. Lately I've been forgetting small parts.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby -Dark-Moon- » Fri Jun 14, 2013 7:38 pm

Yes, I see where you are.

Soul retrieval might help. Go back down into the earth, into the coffin, die, be eaten, see what remains, come back. That kind of stuff.

A witches version of this is meditation on the dark moon - its a time of looking inwards, of spiritual winter, of destruction to release the new. Remember the tomb becomes the womb.

I empathize completely with the needing to go back to the homeland thing. I am very attached to my land and times I have had to leave have been tough. You do feel torn apart, empty, disconnected. I go out and out put my bare feet in the earth as much as possible to try and bring me back into this body when I need it. I am a bit of a forest fairy. I wither in the city. I'd rather be the only flower in a real desert than there.

Look for signs. Look at birds, trees, rocks. Answers can come in the strangest places.
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Postby astralsolitaire » Fri Jun 14, 2013 7:57 pm

Makes complete sense. I'm a Leo/Cancer with Scorpio tendencies so I have often destroyed an old shell of me and rebirthed as a new version of me. I don't mind the city but I could never live there. I'm more a suburban girl. The woods of my old town were the best for me when I wanted to go away. For now I try to stand facing the moon when I have my nightly cigarette.

I HATE THIS AREA. I always did, even as a kid.
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Postby -Dark-Moon- » Fri Jun 14, 2013 8:03 pm

What do you hate about it?
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Postby astralsolitaire » Fri Jun 14, 2013 8:08 pm

Everything. The air, the food, the fact that it's the ass backwards boonies acting like it's not, I can't really walk to the half dead downtown, all my close friends or associates don't live here, and I miss civilization.
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Postby -Dark-Moon- » Fri Jun 14, 2013 8:55 pm

Ha, that will do it! It's amazing how the energy of a place can get into your bones.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Fri Jun 14, 2013 8:58 pm

It is amazing. But we are of the earth, air, and space. How I miss the universe lol.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Sat Jun 29, 2013 10:29 am

Had a kind of weird deep sleep half awake dream. I don't remember it all now. But I was definitely here on Earth standing outside my old house in the driveway. Supposedly a space station was going to pass by and be visible from space. The first time it went across the sky. Then I saw it coming again. It was shaped like the glass that holds the sand in the hourglass. It was white with a blue (door) or shape. It came slowly and stopped in the sky. I thought to myself in the dream watch it fall over. Two seconds later it did. A made a huge fire ball that burned almost up to my house. I was kind of frozen in shock. And then I went inside. I came back out later and saw some burnt houses up the street. No one was supposed to be out it was a disaster and the air was tainted according to the news. Possibly radiation.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Mon Jul 01, 2013 7:15 pm

I don't remember all the details but I dreamed I was at home in my old house and then I moved (to another state). Then I saw a map of the US and there was a line, it was light gold that went from Virginia to Louisana. Then a voice said your soulmate is in New Orleans Louisana and then for a quick flash I was transported down there. End dream.

Forgot to add on the advice of a friend I did a search on Okcupid and found a potential candidate, in New Orleans.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Tue Jul 02, 2013 8:22 pm

Nothing fancy just a quick dream in reverse. First I saw the guts of a smushed bug. Then it went backwards to two spiders, one looked like a black widow spider. The other I don't know, yet. It was black with white on it's back. It looked like the black widow was using it's front legs to gesture to the black and white spider.

On a side note spiders follow me around from time to time. Especially when I was a teen. Also when a fellow magick friend of mine is really upset I walk into spiderwebs as a side effect.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Tue Jul 16, 2013 9:03 am

I was somewhere I never been before and suddenly I reunited with Rob (the one people wanted to hook me up with) but it didn't look like him. It looked like this tall, kinda of built Hispanic guy, I came up to his shoulders. The first time we hooked up after not seeing each other for awhile. I felt a big one, uncomfortable. But we realized we like each other for a while and wanted to date but we had to do it in secret.

One day my mom and Fiona went to this Graduation ceremony with these kids that were differently abled and I came running in on the opposite side thinking that should have been Fiona graduating from pre-k but she's not differently abled. Then as the lights dimmed again I tried sneaking out to see my secret boyfriend but this time we got caught by my mom. My whole family was pissed. We didn't want to break up. So we went to see some counselor to talk about the situation. I admitted I had feelings for him for over a year and I guess he felt the same because he threw his arms in the air in celebration.

There were other people I guess knew him and my family around there somewhere. She explained we can't be together because what Matt (one of his bosses did) was a crime and I was there and he was still working there. But we still refused to break up. We went to tell my family that we were going out but I went In by myself to tell them but soon as I opened the door he came up behind me to hold me from behind and my mom, uncle, grandmother, and grandfather who was sick in bed was there. They weren't happy. But we went out anyway, he couldn't let me go. Then I saw that his old bosses had gotten fired and replaced with new ones. And we thought we were more in the clear but then some guy that looked like Brian appeared and all that disappeared. End dream.
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Re: Jornal sonho de astralsolitaire

Postby astralsolitaire » Thu Jul 18, 2013 10:05 pm

I did a little digging by asking questions to fill in some of the gaps in my dream (see above). The first guy possibly works in the same industry or similar capacity as the guy Rob. I got a response of you will meet him when you meet him. The reason why my family didn't approve and why people tried to break us up was he isn't the one. I got the feeling that this possible future relationship has to do with leftover karma from a past life. Didn't get an answer on the length of the relationship but it won't last very long. I do feel if there's an engagement it will be broken for sure by me. The appearance of Brian means the signal of the end of that relationship.
The pre-k graduation has to do with my daughter's twin (miscarried her early on) she would have been born with lots of problems and died by age six. I think she was reminding my why she didn't come with her sister, I always say my daughter needed a sibling.
We'll see if it happens.
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