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I'm in hospital because...

Postby Alina_Rose » Wed Jul 31, 2013 11:17 pm

I tried to suicide again. For the hundredth time in my short life and I'm getting sick of it. I just want to die and every attempt sucks! I'm feeling depressed 24/7 for no reason and I'm so sad all the time.. I'm just so sick of it all.
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby firebirdflys » Thu Aug 01, 2013 1:28 am

Hi dear, ...you have really been struggling with this for a long time. I'm actually glad to hear you are in the hospital, ...believe me you would be missed. I have a link I would like you to read
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
and the one at the top of this page that Starwitch started, while very long, is worth reading:
http://everythingunderthemoon.net/forum/want-kill-myself-can-you-help-t8800.html
Life is hard enough when things are going well, please consider seeking help, different meds, or different doctors. You deserve to be happy.
please PM me when ever you like...
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Kassandra » Thu Aug 01, 2013 6:59 pm

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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Wicce Lorrie » Thu Aug 01, 2013 7:05 pm

A lot of well wishes and hugs going your way Alina!
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Lillady » Thu Aug 08, 2013 12:26 pm

Alina, you will see through this maddening sadness. We are here to help support you in whatever way you need. Much love and light your way!
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Khaleesi » Thu Aug 08, 2013 2:18 pm

Hang in there, Alina Rose. Speaking as someone who's been there done that, I can honestly say that trying to take your life isn't the way to go. Even though life is rough, you gotta keep picking yourself up and seek help. I'm still hanging on because I still have a glimmer of hope left that something will finally click for me and I won't have to feel so depressed most of the time. I hope the same happens for you. Start seeing a therapist if not already and be consistent in your treatment. I wish you the best.
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Alina_Rose » Mon Aug 26, 2013 9:14 pm

Thank you guys in still in hospital but I'm feeling a lot better :) I can't thank you all enough for your lovely comments. Blessed be.
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Pinkpower_80 » Mon Aug 26, 2013 9:59 pm

Alina_Rose wrote:Thank you guys in still in hospital but I'm feeling a lot better :) I can't thank you all enough for your lovely comments. Blessed be.

I'm so sorry that you're going through such torment. I've been there darlin. I attempted suicide 4 times just a few years ago & that doesn't count the self-injury episodes. That was 5-6 years ago that it got its worst. I'm 33 now & still struggle not to harm myself but I deal with it a lot better. Now I'm really glad I didn't succeed but then I was pissed at myself for not "doing it right" & pissed at the friends that found me for taking me to the hospital. Now I owe them my life.
The hospital isn't a fun place but right now it's the best place for you to be. I'm proud of you for getting help. I just hope they're doing the best for you. A lot of your healing depends on you too.
PM me if you need anyone to talk to who has been where you are.
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Alina_Rose » Wed Sep 04, 2013 1:34 am

Pinkpower_80 wrote:
Alina_Rose wrote:Thank you guys in still in hospital but I'm feeling a lot better :) I can't thank you all enough for your lovely comments. Blessed be.

I'm so sorry that you're going through such torment. I've been there darlin. I attempted suicide 4 times just a few years ago & that doesn't count the self-injury episodes. That was 5-6 years ago that it got its worst. I'm 33 now & still struggle not to harm myself but I deal with it a lot better. Now I'm really glad I didn't succeed but then I was pissed at myself for not "doing it right" & pissed at the friends that found me for taking me to the hospital. Now I owe them my life.
The hospital isn't a fun place but right now it's the best place for you to be. I'm proud of you for getting help. I just hope they're doing the best for you. A lot of your healing depends on you too.
PM me if you need anyone to talk to who has been where you are.
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Thank you so much I feel much better now and am finally out of hospital. I hope I won't go down that road again... I will def message you if I need someone to talk to thank you so much :)
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Pinkpower_80 » Wed Sep 04, 2013 2:49 am

Alina_Rose wrote:
Thank you so much I feel much better now and am finally out of hospital. I hope I won't go down that road again... I will def message you if I need someone to talk to thank you so much :)


Yay on being out! I'm glad you're feeling a lot better. Just be very careful & talk to someone if you're ever going through that again. :fairy:
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby Lillady » Fri Sep 06, 2013 11:53 pm

So glad to hear you are out Alina! Keep a focused positive mindset and you will be fine :) Life gets hard sometimes but the grass isn't always greener on the other side remember :) Blessed be!
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby firebirdflys » Sat Sep 07, 2013 11:10 am

Alina ...remember, you can always message me too :D
glad to hear you are feeling better.
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Re: I'm in hospital because...

Postby kay 32 » Sat Sep 07, 2013 2:34 pm

Those dark moments hurt a lot but you can get through them. Try to keep busy and look forward
I've read all of the posts on here and lots of people are sending you messages of hope support and friendship
your part of a community here. With this kind of love and support you can make it.
I wish you strength love and support and I'm sure everyone will be really happy to see you A OK again
Get through my friend
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