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[Sagittarius Gal]

Hi everyone. I am new to this site and new to the spell making. My name is Krystal and I am 28 years old. I'm here to try and see what I can do about an ex that I am still in love with. I've known him since I was 15 years old. I'll share my little story with him because I really don't know what else to do and I really want this heartache to end, or him either come back into my life and I would like advice. When we were kids he would come and go out of my life and I'd end up with a broken heart. I would forgive him over and over until one day when I was 19 I slammed the door in his face. But then again, last year, I was having problems in my marriage, yes I married during those nine years when I hadn't spoken to him, and he found me on Facebook, and I was already friends with his sister, and well we talked and I went to see him. After that day, we stayed together for 8 months, and then his ex-girlfriend came around and got him back because I told him to leave because I was confused. Well, long story short, I realized that I still love him and I am having a hard time letting go. I want him back in my life. He did email me and he said that he does love me and everything but when he is around her, he acts like a different person. He knows I am with my husband, but I do believe my heart is with my first love. I just can't be happy, I have tried everything. Danny is his name, and well he emails me when he gets internet access.. and right now I don't know where he is. I really need something.. advice, anything. Thank you to whoever can help, give advice, etc, to me. I'd greatly appreciate it. I've tried everything else.

[firebirdflys]

welcome ! from your fellow Archer!
Well, you are married,... consider making a choice about whether you wish to work it out with him or not before you choose to move forward with the old beau. I gotta say, though...old beau doesn't sound very stable. Do you have children with your husband? ...
well be seeing you round the board? very good then! BB, Firebird

[Isabella]

Welcome! )O(

[Sagittarius Gal]

Hi there and thank you! No I do not have any children. I know it's bad but I'm in love with the other and it's terrible. I just don't know what to do.

[Sagittarius Gal]

May someone pls edit my first post, thank you!

[firebirdflys]

hi SAg, I think you have 24 hours to edit your own post ...after that I think it's there for good.
Can you talk with hubby? If your miserable he might be too. I would do a reading at the very least.
Consider you may be suffering from "the grass is greener" kind of syndrome, and chances are if you went to the green grass, it would get brown pretty quick once the excitement of it all wears off. Remember, old beau was kinda fickle, what if you left your marriage, and old beau decided 'he' was bored (again) and wanted to move on?
Glad no children are involved. It is incrediably hard to pine for someone, it will drain your energy, BIG time, I hope you are able to get some clarity soon. Good luck dear, and blessings, Firebird