Hello I am fairly new to the site and I noticed this section.
Since the age of 7 I have been able to see shadow people. The first one I saw walked into my house through the living room door and down the hall (it was so tall that it had to bend over while walking through the door.) I ran to my mother told her there was a large black man in the house and she got all the neighbors who came over with bats and crow bars looking for this guy.
After that 1st experience a week later I noticed one at school and it stopped to take a look at me while it was walking across the playground.
On and off through out my life I have seen them and I have had some really bad experiences with them. Normally it was in places of work, but in 2005 I had a roommate who was using crystal meth( I only know this because I am a former user and know the mannerisms) and she brought something with her. I was really angry that year and when she moved out it stayed and began to harass me. It would stand over me when I was sleeping. At that time I had a tarot deck and I had tried to cast a debt removal spell that I didn't follow completely. So I am not sure if this is the reason for my current ability to see/attract. I have mainly seen them during the day and only a few times at night.
Can anyone explain to me why they are attracted to me.
Will going to a botanica and getting a spiritual cleaning help me?
What can I do to up/ strengthen my defenses against these entities?
Does anyone know of people who can help you with these kind of issues?
A Bit of background history: My family has deep hoodoo roots, my grand mother practices, My mother is psychic(she can see ghosts, angels, and has prophetic dreams.) She is also very christian and does not practice. I am an em-path, and I sometime have prophetic dreams, I have only seen shadow people, but I get a sort of reading or feel for a place and know what has happened there. I have only practiced very light/white magic. I currently only meditate with crystals and my tarot cards are in my storage room in a container filled with salt.
Any help or information that can be offered is greatly appreciated.