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[Court Stigmata]

But I don't show it.
just rude and abrasive... or maybe helpful.
But it's all selfish in the sense that I just need to be alone and that I'm going to do how I see fit to get to that point.

advice, similar experiences, interjections.
Please feel welcome.

[zenine]

I don't know if it's selfish if you wanna be alone. I mean you do what you have to do to fix.. whatever the issue is, y'know? But anyway.

[shadowx]

Me too... There is a fire inside so great i literally could kill 90% of the worlds population, indeed i hate everyone. You are all enemies to me, little creatures in my way, obstacles with no purpose or reason other than to slow me down and cause me problems. The world would be a much nicer place if i could choose who was born and who wasnt.

Having said that i believe im a a very good friend. If i let a person in then i am warm, protective, caring etc... and I wont hesitate to help someone in need.

I am a contradiction on legs and no doubt you too would help a stranger in dire need...

Anger is not a bad thing, it is a tool and you need to use it to your advantage. An aggressive defence is the most powerful, dont ask the universe to do something for you freaking tell it what to do and tell it when to do it. Dont ask. Command yourself and your space. Why ask a god or goddess to banish a spirit when you can tear it a new face and send it scampering? Damn, anger is a useful thing.

[Court Stigmata]

all of that makes 100% of perfect sense.

[Moe Lester]

Me too... There is a fire inside so great i literally could kill 90% of the worlds population, indeed i hate everyone. You are all enemies to me, little creatures in my way, obstacles with no purpose or reason other than to slow me down and cause me problems. The world would be a much nicer place if i could choose who was born and who wasnt.

Having said that i believe im a a very good friend. If i let a person in then i am warm, protective, caring etc... and I wont hesitate to help someone in need.

I am a contradiction on legs and no doubt you too would help a stranger in dire need...

Anger is not a bad thing, it is a tool and you need to use it to your advantage. An aggressive defence is the most powerful, dont ask the universe to do something for you freaking tell it what to do and tell it when to do it. Dont ask. Command yourself and your space. Why ask a god or goddess to banish a spirit when you can tear it a new face and send it scampering? Damn, anger is a useful thing.

That is like you are inside my head my friend.

Yeah I feel exactly the same. I don't know what it is at all, people can be nice to me all day but I still get angry at them. I sometimes have a think a while after as to why I might be like this but I really don't know.

People have suggested anger management but I'm not too sure about that

[Traumwandlerin]

Anger in the first place is a really important and mighty feeling. If you handle it right you stay healthy and have enough power to get your point and see what's important to you. But many people mishandle anger. So embrace anger as your friend, look at what it does with you, how you react, what it's pointing out to you.

For example you get angry at others, course they won't let you alone? You already know, you want to be alone but don't listen to yourself? Why? The anger is clearly telling you you need to have some time on your own. Everyone needs time on their own, some needs really a whole bunc of time on their own, that's just the way it is. You can't fight how much time you need, so just give the right amount to you. That's like the amount of sleeping you need. Most people can arrange with 6 to 8 hours. But someone with the need for 10 hours couldn't live on just 4 hours sleep, while for other 4 hours is totally sufficent. I would go maniac with just 4 hours, actually I go maniac with only 6 hours. At the moment I go maniac, because my daughter wake me up so much, I don't get the amount of sleep I need. I get angry at her. I know what this feeling is telling me: You don't get enough sleep. It's not telling me to be mad to my daughter, even though it might feel like this at first.

Why can't you find a way to be alone?